I want to go away

Lately, my heart ache is really, really bad.
Everything I do seems not right.
My job is giving me loads and loads of stress.
The graph in my 'stress level department' is going up everyday
And
To make this worst
I don't have anybody around to talk to
The person whom I look forward to trash this out daily
Is too busy with his life
Too busy to check whether I'm doing ok
Too busy to notice that I really need him to listen to me

I'm not surprised if he's angry with my behaviour
As I know its totally my fault
Acting the way I am now
I am to be blamed
I just feel like going away
From all this
Away ...
From everybody

Maybe I should hibernate.....