Today..

I'm working night shift again this week. Night shift means we start at 11pm to 7am the next morning. And usually, because of the workload, will only leave the office near to 9am. Alhamdulillah, the system in my body can shut down and switched on anytime I want it to be done. Meaning - I can just sleep at anytime of the day without any problems at all and end up still getting the same number of hours of sleep! Don't ask me how. Its amazing!

And today, I feel like eating something good after been eating pasta and instant noodles for the past 1 week. I made myself lamb chops - a version which Farah thought me. Thanks Farah. This is the most handy recipe I've ever come across. I love it.

Yeah...the pic is the uncooked version. Just afraid that when its ready - I will totally forget to take a photo of it and gobble it up. Hehehe.....

And the rest of the hours at home, was spent reading this fave magazine of mine. And uploading some phots to my new yahoo album. I'm moving my album from friendster to yahoo.

VMY 2

Whoa!....Malaysia Airlines had just launched their cheap/discounted rates up to 70% for their domestic flights from the 30th January.They said this is in conjunction with the VMY 2007.I was really interested in trying to find out what's their rate compare to Air Asia which I managed to get their 'free ticket' promo few weeks back.

Its kinda cheap compare to their normal rates. But what I got from the other airline was much more cheaper.

KL-Miri :
AA - RM130.00
MAS - from RM258.00

KL-K.Kinabalu:
AA- RM130.00
MAS- from RM378.00

Yes, I know, AA does not serve food and drinks compare to MAS. But if there is a difference of RM128.00 for Miri and RM248.00 for KK, and taking into consideration that I'm the type that right after boarding the flight, before the stewardesses can even explain on the safety regulations, I can even fall asleep, I would prefer to forgo the food and drinks for that much amount of money. As long as I can travel to these 2 places. By the way, I wonder, if a plane crashes in the sea and there's a 0% rate of survival, why are they teaching us how to use the life jacket?

Oh by the way, today, AA has came up with their latest promo of 99% discount on their airfares!! Crazy deals!!! This is like the battle of the airlines!!

2 years ago, I managed to get tickets to Miri - planning to celebrate my birthday on my first ever visit there, unfortunately I was not able to make it. So this time, promising my friends there, I managed to get these tickets and hopefully will be able to go when the date arrives.

As for KK, this is my 4th trip there, I love Sabah so much. I don't know why. I guess there is an emotional attachment with the place. The last time I went was 4 years ago when I took a 10 days leave and travelled from Kota Kinabalu, to Sandakan, Tawau, Semporna and even managed to get myself to Sipadan Island - just a few months after the news the abduction of some tourists and locals from there.

I guess that attracted me to go and see the island myself. It was worth it. The planning, preparation and the trip. We even went stopped by at an island in the middle of nowhere, the size of a football field with few wooden houses , a coconut tree and a medium sized tree to hang a swing for the kids. They called these people "Bajau Laut". It was really an experience.

I managed to get the photos of these just to walk down the memory lane. Insya Allah one day, I'll return to these islands.

Note: When I was in Sipadan, I didn't feel like coming back. It was really beautiful and breath taking.

Leo horoscope for 2007

Well, since I've got nothing much to do lately at home, while downloading some songs from the net, just for the fun of it, searched through my horoscope to get the 'readings' for 2007 - what lies in the future . Some of it made me laughed out really loud reading it.

Below are the readings...

LEO - Your year ahead

The Eclipse Factor
The Lunar Eclipse on March 3rd brings an end to a source of income. This is a good opportunity to find a more rewarding line of work, one that allows you to spend more time on intimate relationships. A Solar Eclipse follows two weeks later, on March 19th. An inheritance, grant, loan, or prize-winning can improve your financial situation near this fateful date. Resist the urge to buy a lover or child's affections with your newfound fortune. Another Lunar Eclipse on August 28th prompts you to separate your earnings from that of a business partner or lover. The Solar Eclipse on September 11th helps you find a way to earn money by doing something you love. Be sure to pursue this opportunity, even if it means taking a temporary pay cut.
Notes: Spend more time on intimate relationships? Hahaha.... But I do hope for an inheritance or a grant though..It would really help.

The Mars Factor
The first two weeks of the year finds you enjoying the people and activities you love. Make time for your favourite friends and hobbies, even if it means risking an employer's disapproval. Work obligations will take up most of your time between January 16th and February 26th; spend your free time getting in shape. Take the lead in a relationship during the entire month of March and the first week of April; your authoritative attitude will prove most seductive. April 7th through May 15th finds you merging minds, hearts, and bank accounts with someone special. If you want to take a trip or go back to school, make your move any time between May 16th and June 24th. Your career prospects soar beginning in late June, and continue to get better and better through August 7th. Spending time with friends becomes your first priority from August 8th until September 28th. The last three months of the year present a welcome opportunity to work behind the scenes on a project that is close to your heart.
Notes: I don't think I want to go against my employer's disapproval. In regards to relationship, again? This must be a realtionship year for me. Looking forward for spending more time with friends though.

The Jupiter Factor
2007 promises to be one of the most fun-filled years you've had in a long time. Romance, adventure, creativity and laughter will fill your days and nights. If you're looking for love, you could find it at a sporting event, cultural event, or rollicking party. In the event you've already got a mate, the two of you will go through a second honeymoon phase. Be advised that you'll be particularly fertile this year, so prepare accordingly. If you've had difficulty conceiving or adopting in the past, you could very well overcome these difficulties this year. Favourable days for conception or adoption include March 16th, April 10th, August 2nd, and December 11th. After December 18th, you'll have a welcome opportunity to get in shape and find a job that seems more like play than work.
Notes: 'Most fun-filled years I've had a in a long time? Wow! I guess I am looking forward to this year then. I think this part is true as I have had fun for the past 4 weeks! Well done January, 11 more months to go!

The Saturn Factor
While Jupiter brings plenty of opportunities to eat, drink, and be merry this year, Saturn's influence will temper your enjoyment with serious personal responsibilities, at least during the first eight months of the year. And while these duties may weigh heavily on your shoulders, they also allow you to accomplish things you never dreamed possible. Starting your own business, breaking a bad habit, or assuming leadership of an impressive organization are among the possibilities between January 1st and September 1st. After September 2nd, the focus will shift to your finances. Putting yourself on a budget, opening a savings account, and paying off debts will help you achieve long-term security. The following two years present a marvellous opportunity to build a sizable fortune.
Notes: I think this is also quite true. Or maybe I hope it will be true.Responsibilities will take more time from me. It will make me busier. Good


The Uranus Factor
Sudden losses and gains continue to rock your world throughout 2007, but by now you've gotten used to these shifts. It still behoves you to pay careful attention to your retirement funds, savings accounts, and credit card statements. Taking control of your finances will help you offset some of the nastier influences of Uranus's journey through your eighth house of shared income. Of course, there are impressive benefits to this transit, too. Your sex life continues to sizzle with excitement. Impromptu lovemaking sessions can happen virtually anywhere and at any time. Just take care to guard your health during such trysts!
Notes: Ohhh! I really need to improve on my financial. Sex life? Excitement? Hahaha....This is funny...

The Neptune Factor
It's easy to idealize your nearest and dearest while Neptune tiptoes through your seventh house of close partnerships. If you're single, you could meet the person of your dreams at a house of worship or cultural gathering. Married? It will be especially easy to overlook your spouse's faults. Alternately, you could get your head turned by a love interest that seems to have stepped from a fairy tale. Before embarking on an affair, consider whether this attraction is really rooted in boredom. Forming a creative alliance is highly favoured this year.
Notes: Meet the person of my dreams at a cultural gathering? Oh no!! It might be a real tradiotional guy then...

The Pluto Factor
Intense love affairs continue to colour your world throughout 2007. It's hard not to fall under the spell of a magnetic amour that makes you feel like a sex object. Resist the urge to give all your power away to this person, though, or you could be in for a shock early next year. If you're engaged in a battle of wills with a child, you've got to assume the upper hand, even if it means exerting tough love. You won't be doing this kid any favours by giving in to their every whim. Be sure to show the children in your life who is really the boss.
Notes: This is the part I can't stop myself from laughing."Intense love affairs continue to colour your world throughout 2007". Wow! it sounds very fun and interesting. Let's wait and see.I would love to fall in love again.

Who can resist?

Muahhh..haha...hah......

A friend just came back from the UK yesterday....and this was what she brought for me. Such a nice person. I wasn't expecting anything at all, but since she insisted of giving, who can resist?



We had a chat at her condo, catching up on the past 6 months she's been away. Saw some nice shots that she brought back from her visit to Barcelona with her bf too.

And this is a 2nd Saturday in a row, I reached home only at about 4.30am. Time passed by very fast until we didn't even notice its almost daylight.

And today, I went for a friend's birthday party in Taman Melati. She's been quite for the past few months and with this invite, I took the opportunity to go and visit her. Great lunch, and again, great company.


Happy birthday, Lerque! Hope you will have a great year ahead!!

Terlalu Istimewa & Visit Malaysia Year

Terlalu Istimewa - I love the song the first time I heard it on the radio.
And..without any doubt, the song was chosen to be the best song for 2006 in Juara Lagu tonight.
Adibah Noor - a very talented singer, who also wrote the lyrics to the song, sang it beautifully too. I love her voice.

Congratulations!!!

Oh...and I've added the Visit Malaysia Year 2007 link to my page. This year, my plan is to travel more within Malaysia. What's in the plan? So far, with the basketball team, we are going to Selandar and Kota Tinggi. (there might be some interesting places there - or at least good food). The other half of the year - to Miri and Kota Kinabalu to meet some old friends there. I've been to KK a few times - I just love the place. As for Miri, its going to be my first visit. Thanks to AirAsia, I managed to get free tickets to both places. My passport is expiring in July this year - therefore have to temporarily put aside any plans to outside of Malaysia. (Jakarta should have been in plan if not because of this!)

And, I hope this year my company is generous enough to give us bonuses - which I plan to invest in getting myself certified in SCUBA diving. Insya Allah. It has been postponed since last year due to financial constraints.

Let's see how all this works out.

4am and still a lot more to cover!

Most people, on a Saturday night, they would go out clubbing and partying with friends. Hmm...well, we planned to do that too last night, not clubbing or partying, but more of going out for a teh tarik session, but since the friend that we wanted to meet is back in her hometown, celebrating Awal Muharram, we ended up just staying indoors at another friend's place , until about 4am. And these friends, are friends we seldom meet, yet we know they are always there to support us.

And what did we talk about? Hmm......a rojak of everything..... some of the lines that came up.

-Are you seeing somebody now? Or is it a few people at one go?
-How was your trip to Japan? Was it good?
-My ex is harassing me for the past few days. He wants to 'rujuk'. Crazy man.
-How are you doing? How's your kids? How's everything?
-When can we have our reunion this year? Its been quite a while now ...
-Wow! you look thin. How did you managed to lose it? Did you go to the gym?
-What's happening with our country now? Why nobody seems to be interested in what Pak Lah said/ is saying...
-Where did Pak Lah go when the whole Johor almost 'dissappear?
-Did you follow the Mongolian Model's case? So, what's happening now?
-Come on, don't you know there's also gossip and affair in the government office?
-Don't you like the Mufti Perlis's approach on Islam?
-I thought you are still good friends with her when I saw you just now. What a drama!
-Since when are you having this 'relationship'? Don't do anything stupid, ok!


I think all of us wished that we didn't have to go back. But as the time showed almost 4am, and for some of us might get into trouble reaching home that late (nope, not me!!) , we plan to meet again . It might not be that soon as I have very, very limited weekends in KL, but we definitely will.

And the next agenda now, is to confirm the date for our coming reunion which we plan to have it sometime in April. Insya Allah...

And for some people, can just keep continue on dreaming to get a 'rujuk'. No way jose!

Ok....Juara Lagu is coming up soon.....got to watch this.

My crush

Everybody has had crushes. Well, sometimes , we are not supposed to, but , everybody does.Its just something human. Something normal. It just depends on how you handle it and at times, because of the current situation we are in, we try to avoid it from moving on to the 'next stage' of the relationship.

Its kind of funny, now, when I think about it. I had a crush on a guy whom I 'thought' was a really great guy - exactly the kind of person whose fun, good listener, sporting, knows what I want and like, and loves giving me advices does not matter in whatever area or topic I asked him. He was actually my brother's friend. When I first knew him, I thought he was cold - colder than ice. Then , I applied for a job at the restaurant he's working. The first reply I got was - "Oh, we never take any women to work with us as they can never stand the heat and the workload". It was not a good start. Never mind. I decided to still go ahead with the plans of working part time there.

Hmm...let me try to recall....The first few days was just plain, working hours. I was trained under him and his colleague how to handle food, wash and prepare the plates and cutleries and others. The same as other trainee, I really focused hard to get things done correctly and fast as I cannot forget what he had said about employing 'women'.We did not talk about other things other than job related. As I have always been a fast learner, the next step was learning how to prepare the food. They were quite impress with me - including that 'guy'.

And presto! The next thing I could remember was, we were really, really close. I can't remember in detail but within maybe about 3 days, we started to be very close.We cracked jokes and laughed together. We shared good , memorable stories, not only about our friends but families too. We shared the values and exchange advices. We teased each other. When there were good songs that was played, we sang together. And I have never sing in front of people who I categorise as 'strangers' like this guy but I did.

Within few days, we just 'clicked'. Yeah...that's the word. He sort of understood how I felt, whom I was missing, what I felt like doing, what I've been through in life and what's my plan in the future. Maybe because we shared almost the same background i.e. where we came from and what we have come across before meeting each other in the UK. To add to that, both of us are married ( I was married at that time and he still is)

At the end of the working day, when the town was empty (really empty and only a few drunk fellas will be walking around), we actually ran and played like kids while heading towards the bus stop to catch the last bus. We played hide and seek, we use crumpled papers and throw to each other , etc..In a nutshell, we had a lot of fun. On off days, with my cousin and nephew, we went for picnics and walks at the town and park. He and his friend was even invited by my brother to join us whole family for a family outing.

He's like an all in one - a friend and also part of the family. And when I had to leave the UK, it was a sad moment. As both of us know that we have enjoyed our moments of being friends and support each other, and its time to part, to go back to the reality of life. Things were about to change. We promised that we would keep in touch and I could call him anytime if I need advise or someone to talk to.Knowing him for only about 2 months - felt like we've known each other for years. At times, he could call me in the wee hours - just to talk and sing to me.

And when the worst thing that I've ever dreamt of, happened to me, the first person I called was him. He was shocked and I guess he was really trying his best to give me the most appropriate advise. With his advise, I managed to go through it, to stay calm, and to be strong.

And now.....he's not my 'crush' anymore. But he still remains as a very,very good friend. I hope the best is in store for him and his family in the future.

Another new experience...

Last week, I was lucky to be able to to travel till Batu Pahat when I went to JB. The weather was excellent - and all my girls got 'sun burnt' as their training sessions were as early as 3pm in the hot sun!

Anyway, this week's visit, the weather was not on our side. Not only the weather in JB, but I was sick too. I was down with fever, a bad running nose, cough and as usual, my friendly 'athsma attack' almost came to visit. Body was saying no but my mind was determined to proceed with the training. As I promised the girls.

Despite of the continous raining for the past few days, we managed to do a lot of fitness and body/muscle toning in the gym. And sharpened their shooting skills. Which I could see, there are some obvious improvements. Hmmm...maybe it was because of the 'medicine ball'.

Other than that, I spent a lot of time with Oya. Going through with her about life, things that happen outside of STF world, things that happened at night when we were waiting for the bus and LRT on Sunday midnight etc..

At 1am, ..... in Larkin


At 5am, ....... near Jalan Tun H.S.Lee


At 5.15am,.........Central Market's LRT station

At 6am,..... a view of Brickfields


Beautiful Masjid Negara.......

Batu Pahat and Lido- VMY 2007

Last weekend, other than being in JB, Esty asked me to join her during my break, for a 3 hours trip to Batu Pahat and return - to send her mom there. Thinking that I just needed to be the 'co-pilot', agreed to the last minute plan. These were taken during the journey:

The sky was really beautiful in spite of news saying that there will be a 'Cyclone Monsoon' with 4-metres waves at the seaside.Its the Batu Pahat Mall - still under construction.




Batu Pahat Summit- with the usual fast food chain restaurants. We just went in for less than 10 minutes to buy McD for lunch during the journey back.In the evening, after finished training my girls, we went to Pantai Lido - the beach is just beside the main road. Can't imagine if big waves coming in.....

Sunset at Pantai Lido. Only then I realised that even though I frequent JB sometimes almost every week in a month, but I never get the chance to go out and enjoy all these as my responsibilites there does not allow me to do so.

It was a beautiful sight....

Bandung special and love

I came across an article in a local magazine. It reads like this :



"If you are scared of so many things, life is going to be terrible for you. More :- So many of us worry about things which may never even happen and this actually makes our lives much worse than it actually is. And, to overcome it, just remove the fear from our hearts, go with the flow and face everyday with optimism and courage and soon we'll find that we're waking up to better days."



It struck me. I had to agree with this article. Personally, I have the same problem. I tend to think a lot about things that has not happen yet. Getting worried without any valid reasons are always in my head. Without fail. But my 2007 resolution is to have fun and enjoy life too.



And to start of with the new way of going through life for 2007 - I asked somebody, indirectly, whether is there a chance of us being together. And he said yes. He admitted that I changed his mind in a number of things. When asked, what made him changed his mind - his respond was something I did not expect would come out from him. At all. And that touched me. I was flattered. I was speechless. Until I did not know how to reply to it.

Yes, I am still afraid. I am terrified of being hurt again. But then, I guess, if I worry too much, then I won't be enjoying my life to the fullest - as the article said. So, I guess, I have to take this chance. Take this opportunity. Take this risk. Just go with the flow. Enjoy every moment now.



I love falling in love. I love being loved by somebody. I love, giving love to others. The dangerous thing is -I also fall in love easily. Too easy sometimes until I don't know whether its real or not. Until I'm afraid to admit. But this time, I am ready to admit.



I do not even have to admit. Like my close friend said - it shows on my face.

Like when I first saw this drink when it was served.The mixture of colours was attractive.




Went down to JB for the weekend to train the girls, and had this 'Bandung Special' drink during lunch at one of the gerai. It looks good and taste really good too!! Trust me - I had 2 glasses!

Shots for my 'memory' card

After a few days the internet was really bad, only today I managed to upload some photos.


My Raya Haji trip back to granma's place
My beloved kampung trip
My trip to Sungai Pisang is here

What a way to start 2007

Few days before going into the New Year, I started to feel worried and afraid of what I would face in 2007. Worries arise, partly because of my schedule for the coming 6 months. From the dates that I have pinned down - I won't be free on all weekends from January till March. It will be about the same from April to June - which is until the tournament ends.

I can just hope and pray to Allah that I will be given the strength, health, and stay focused to complete the 6 months task.Other plans, I will need to play by ear. If it is family matters, then others will drop automatically.

As the first plan in the New Year, my basketball friends organised a waterfall outing somewhere near Karak Highway.As this was my first ever trip to a waterfall with friends, I was excited and also scared. I didn't know what to expect. With my usual t-shirt and jeans attire, and only sandals on, we left for Sungai Pisang.

And, "Oh my God!!", that was the first words in my head. We needed to stop by the roadside at the Karak Highway to start the journey by feet. I couldn't even imagine walking at the roadside of a big highway.
Then, we had to cross through a field of grass, which is about my height - or even higher!The first thing in my mind was 'leeches'. it really freaks me out, as I really, really hate those creatures. I just couldn't stand to see the way it moves and suck my blood.


After about 10 minutes walk, we reached the waterfall area. There, infront of my eyes, it was really beautiful. We had to climb 90 degrees downwards by holding on to the roots, trees and stones. This is the first time I'm doing this. It was really scary and made me really nervous.

But, after settling down, we had a great time, even though I did not go into the water (the usual women excuse). I spent sometime walking down the river, trying to get some shots for my keeping.


I also took sometime, while lying down listening to the sounds of the waterfall, thinking. Thinking about my future, the things that might happen in 2007.

And this is what came up from my waterfall trip:

- As time goes by, my ;ife in 2007 will be a short but fun journey while trying to avoid all 'leeches' along the way
-The challenges might either be going down the hill or mountain or even climbing up a cliff. It can be as tough as a 90 degrees cliff.
- In order to survive the challenges, at times, I need to hold on strongly to others which/who can provide support
- There will always be support, it just depends on whether we want to ask for it or not
- During the journey, we need to stop for a while, take a deep breath and gain our strength and focus to continue on
-It is definitely not going to be an easy one, but in the end, the result will be beautiful and breath taking
-It will definitely be worth the effort



Oh ya...our whole body might also feel some muscle pain after the journey as a result of us not being ready to face the challenges in the 1st place and will be exhausted after completing it.

And for the next 2 days after the trip - my legs were killing me....

Good bye 2006....

Some of the messages I received:

In theory, life is simple - follow the rules, be good, stay out of trouble, and a nice peaceful existence will follow. So, Happy New Year and cheers to a blissful 2007!

Good bye 06, Aloha 07! Happy New Year and hope to begin the new year with new spirits! Yeah!
Happy New Year to my FAVOURITE people!!

Feel the rain on your skin. No one else can feel it for you. Only you can let it in. Can speak the words through your lips. Drench yourself with words unspoken.Live your life with arms wide open. Today is where your book begins.The rest is still unwritten...yeah 2007!

Banyak kenangan dalan tahun 2006...suka dan duka kita bersama....gelak tawa dan titisan air mata bakal menjadi kenangan kita bersama.Terima kasih atas segalanya. Semoga tahun 2007 menjadi lebih bermakna!

A lot of memories that we share together. Either it is good or bad, it doesn't even matter. Happy New Year!
Wishing you 12 months of happiness, 52 weeks of fun, 365 days of success, 8760 hours of good health, 525 600 minutes of good luck and 3 153 600 seconds of joy!! Happy 2007!!
2006 has gone and made us strong. The path was long, but we walked with a song. There were fears and tears, but we also had reasons for cheers.Wishing you happy memories of the year and have a great New Year!!


We don't really know what's in it for us in the future. But whatever it is, just remember, the journey is more important then the destination.
All the best to everybody and Happy New Year!!


p/s: The children are my cousins, nephews and nieces which was taken during Raya Haji yesterday.