Yesterday, I really wanted to write but I didn't know what to write.
Today, after reading the July Female Mag, I came across this feedback by a reader which is very interesting.
'I too married a cheat!....... Nowadays, I think, only 20% of men are not cheats. Men, I feel, cannot leave with one girl only. They will never be contented. The best thing you can do is be strong and fight for your man....(if you still want him, of course)'.
How do you know whether your men is cheating ? Being through marriage life earlier, gave me some ideas about it. Well, some of the things that I read from books and magazines are also true.
Examples...
-you had to come back from work early due to you are not feeling well and suddenly when you are at home, your hubby return home surprised to see you there. When you asked why did he return home early-he didn't answer.
-your hubby came home, not expecting you to be home, out of a sudden just took a shower and went back to work
-you saw your hubby's phone, the MMS he received from a guy's name, has a girl photo(not that you check his phone but he could always check ours)
-at home his phone is on vibrate - I thought vibrate mode is only for office meetings.
-he has never turn down any offer to go on a holiday(even if he had to take unpaid leave), and suddenly this time he said 'Oh..I have no more leave'
Sometimes, I really don't understand. Myself for example. I have never said no to polygamy as I believe the more you try to stop them from doing, the more they'll turn and do it behind your back. But in the end, he still cheats.
The reason was - "oh...I can't tell you because you will be angry at me"
Who will not be angry?Who will not be upset? That will be the first reaction of most women. However, depending on different individuals, and when its up to me, I allow. But still the cheating game went on.
I decided long time ago, I would not want to get involve in the game. No way. I've given you the chance and you did not take it. I do not want to live pretending there's no problem.
But not everybody's the same. Like the reader wrote, "The best thing you can do is be strong and fight for your man" I did't want to fight for my man as I don't have the heart anymore. One trust after another was taken as an advantage by him. And its not easy for him to earn the trust again.
What I want is to be strong and fight for my life. I want to fight for my feelings of being in love and not pretending.
It is so heart breaking when you are being cheated.....and I do not understand the feeling of them who can just pretend like nothing is happening in their lives...
Unless..they don't know that they are being cheated again and again.....
Friday, June 29
Wednesday, June 27
The 'drill' effect
Last week, I went to Ikea about 3 times. Twice was because I needed to find the gift for my girls. And the other time was just to release some stress.
I saw they were selling a plain and simple curtain rod for only $6.60. Then I straight away thought of changing the current one which I have used it since I got this apartment till now.The railing was ok but the hooks that I used to hang the curtains become rusty easily.So far, as I've remembered, I've changed the hooks 3 times. That was when I immediately decided that's enough- I have to change it to the 'rod' style. I bought two which each of it is fit for a 2 panel window.
Came back home and got excited to put it up.So, I took out my existing curtains and later its railings.I did it.
Upon trying to measure and put up the new one, then I noticed. Shoot! This 2 new rods are now longer than the one I just took out. Addition to that, I had to put up addition holes and the rod 'holder'. Arghhh! Well, a girl got to do what a girl got to do. I borrowed a friend's beloved drill set.
I saw they were selling a plain and simple curtain rod for only $6.60. Then I straight away thought of changing the current one which I have used it since I got this apartment till now.The railing was ok but the hooks that I used to hang the curtains become rusty easily.So far, as I've remembered, I've changed the hooks 3 times. That was when I immediately decided that's enough- I have to change it to the 'rod' style. I bought two which each of it is fit for a 2 panel window.
Came back home and got excited to put it up.So, I took out my existing curtains and later its railings.I did it.
Upon trying to measure and put up the new one, then I noticed. Shoot! This 2 new rods are now longer than the one I just took out. Addition to that, I had to put up addition holes and the rod 'holder'. Arghhh! Well, a girl got to do what a girl got to do. I borrowed a friend's beloved drill set.
I think not only I borrowed the dril but the whole tool set from his house. When I reached home and opened the box - reality sets in. Earlier, I was excited to do this and now I'm scared.What if I can't drill the additional holes? How to put up the additional holder? Does it look ok if the rod fits for 4 panel when my window has only 3?
My current railings are already on the floor and I've bought the new ones. Got to do this on my own. Can't anybody's help as my house is out bound for anybody from the opposite sex to enter. I got to use the drills on my own now.Think Spena...think.
Monday, June 25
Sunday, June 24
Interesting...
...I should never have started this thing with him. I could be in love with someone else right now, someone who wasn't married. Well, shoulda, woulda, coulda.... She said
.....Here's how it is.I'm not going to tell you that my wife doesn't understand me. I won't tell you that we never have sex because, very occasionally, we still do.And I love my children, I don't want to do anything to hurt them.... So now, it's up to you. You deserve a hell of a lot more than I'm offering, but what I can say is that I've never felt about anyone else the way I feel about you.He said.
I'm currently reading one of the books which I bought during my trip to Ireland by Marian Keyes and the title is "The Other Side of The Story".
Interesting..
.....Here's how it is.I'm not going to tell you that my wife doesn't understand me. I won't tell you that we never have sex because, very occasionally, we still do.And I love my children, I don't want to do anything to hurt them.... So now, it's up to you. You deserve a hell of a lot more than I'm offering, but what I can say is that I've never felt about anyone else the way I feel about you.He said.
I'm currently reading one of the books which I bought during my trip to Ireland by Marian Keyes and the title is "The Other Side of The Story".
Interesting..
Running away with 'M'
Despite of sleeping at 5am this morning, I woke up kind of early. Immediately thinking of going away, somewhere far.Within driving distance.Maybe places like Genting...or PD for the beach. Somewhere I could walk, sit, and walk again until I get tired. I'm so upset with last night's outcome. I really feel like running away , somewhere far, leave my problems there, and come back empty. No feelings, nothing. Return as a new person.
After making a call and reconsidered the plan.....Ikea would be the next best option as it serves good food, coffee and Daim cake - another option to release stress. I did not want to come back and get stuck in traffic and add more stress. I know...good food makes me weak.
After 6 hours of spending time and walking around in Ikea, Ikano, The Curve, FOS and Borders accompanied by 'M' soothing me, I felt better.Much better, And no, no shopping was involved. Only lunch. What did I say...'M' really does his job well. Hmm... Actually I wanted to buy some books from Borders but no budget.It has to wait for my next pay soon.
I even bumped into Roger (R.Azura) - She was the best basketballer from S$P during my years.She played for Malaysia at the age of 16 and 17. I was actually close to her during school days.Found out that she's staying in Sec.7, S Alam too. What a coincidence!
Now I'm back in my crib - bloghopping, uploading songs to my 'M' and updating my blog.
Sh*t! I forgot to buy junk food again. I was that near to Tesco and it didn't occur to my mind at all that I might be suffering again tonight.Its just not me buying junk food. Arghhh...
This photo was taken at Desaru.Now I noticed, of all the photos - I didn't take any photos with the beach as the background. Well, I remembered saying that didn't want to get my feet wet.That was my excuse.Padan muka.
After making a call and reconsidered the plan.....Ikea would be the next best option as it serves good food, coffee and Daim cake - another option to release stress. I did not want to come back and get stuck in traffic and add more stress. I know...good food makes me weak.
After 6 hours of spending time and walking around in Ikea, Ikano, The Curve, FOS and Borders accompanied by 'M' soothing me, I felt better.Much better, And no, no shopping was involved. Only lunch. What did I say...'M' really does his job well. Hmm... Actually I wanted to buy some books from Borders but no budget.It has to wait for my next pay soon.
I even bumped into Roger (R.Azura) - She was the best basketballer from S$P during my years.She played for Malaysia at the age of 16 and 17. I was actually close to her during school days.Found out that she's staying in Sec.7, S Alam too. What a coincidence!
Now I'm back in my crib - bloghopping, uploading songs to my 'M' and updating my blog.
Sh*t! I forgot to buy junk food again. I was that near to Tesco and it didn't occur to my mind at all that I might be suffering again tonight.Its just not me buying junk food. Arghhh...
This photo was taken at Desaru.Now I noticed, of all the photos - I didn't take any photos with the beach as the background. Well, I remembered saying that didn't want to get my feet wet.That was my excuse.Padan muka.At 1.30am...
Oh god...I'm hungry again. I just ate pasta for dinner at 7pm just now and now I'm hungry again.I can't believe it.Let's see ..hmmm...what do I have;
My kitchen cabinets
3 in 1 coffee - 2 types
3 in 1 milo
Tea sachets
4 types of instant noodles:- maggie, mee sedap, singaporean spicy fried noodles..
That's all?...oh no...
My fridge
1/2 packet of my fave grey oyster mushrooms
Some cauliflower
Eggs
Low fat milk
Butter
Belacan - I totally forgotten that I have this
Knorr's cubes of tomyam and chicken
Argghhhh.....worst...
My freezer
1/2 of terubuk
1/2 pack of frozen wholemeal gardenia bread(can't remember what was the expiry date-as long as its frozen, it should be ok)
2 pieces of the Dory fish fillets
1/2 pack of sweet corn
Unopened mixed vege pack
This is the worst part when I don't have any junk food in my house.I'm not a big fan of chips and biscuits - I do eat but I won't buy and keep it in stock. I only do that in the office.
I know its not good at night but I don't do it often. It only happens when I'm alone and not sleepy. (waiting for my honey to come online)
Hmm...I think I'm gonna make myself a simple sauteed dory fish dish... with some butter, oregano leaves, pepper, salt and tabasco sauce - I think it would taste good!
My kitchen cabinets
3 in 1 coffee - 2 types
3 in 1 milo
Tea sachets
4 types of instant noodles:- maggie, mee sedap, singaporean spicy fried noodles..
That's all?...oh no...
My fridge
1/2 packet of my fave grey oyster mushrooms
Some cauliflower
Eggs
Low fat milk
Butter
Belacan - I totally forgotten that I have this
Knorr's cubes of tomyam and chicken
Argghhhh.....worst...
My freezer
1/2 of terubuk
1/2 pack of frozen wholemeal gardenia bread(can't remember what was the expiry date-as long as its frozen, it should be ok)
2 pieces of the Dory fish fillets
1/2 pack of sweet corn
Unopened mixed vege pack
This is the worst part when I don't have any junk food in my house.I'm not a big fan of chips and biscuits - I do eat but I won't buy and keep it in stock. I only do that in the office.
I know its not good at night but I don't do it often. It only happens when I'm alone and not sleepy. (waiting for my honey to come online)
Hmm...I think I'm gonna make myself a simple sauteed dory fish dish... with some butter, oregano leaves, pepper, salt and tabasco sauce - I think it would taste good!
Saturday, June 23
VMY-Sabah
Tonight, I watched Majalah3. I still remember clearly how Semporna, Sipadan and Mabul looks like in my head.Not forgetting the nice people there. Its exactly what they said during the interview,"the water is really clear and beautiful up until 10ft below - you could clearly see the corals.".Above are some of the shots I took. Now, nobody is allowed to stay in Sipadan anymore but you could still stay in Semporna and take a day boat to Sipadan. Even the chalets and rooms in Semporna are good and the price is reasonable.
Maybe I should go back there next year, Insya Allah.
Friends of basketball
It happened as planned. I still remember 2 years ago- by 7.30 am almost all of us will be there and whoever who turned up late will be teased really, really bad. But this morning, eventhough I thought I was late, there was still nobody there when I arrived at 8am. Nobody. There's definitely a big difference 2 years ago and now.
We played until 10am an as usual proceed to the nearest food place to eat. It was like the good old days, we still joke about the same things, catching up on each other's current jobs and activities. Its really been a long time since I last managed to go out for a drink with them.
And...I managed to steal some shots with my PDA. Below are the ones I categorised as friends, whom I got to know from playing basketball, who has been there to support each other.
Syar1z - Young, single and available.Anybody interested? A cool and quiet guy who has the image of a 'good' boy. Don't worry, he is one.
We played until 10am an as usual proceed to the nearest food place to eat. It was like the good old days, we still joke about the same things, catching up on each other's current jobs and activities. Its really been a long time since I last managed to go out for a drink with them.
And...I managed to steal some shots with my PDA. Below are the ones I categorised as friends, whom I got to know from playing basketball, who has been there to support each other.
Syar1z - Young, single and available.Anybody interested? A cool and quiet guy who has the image of a 'good' boy. Don't worry, he is one.
Huss1n - Full basketball attired this morning but atually he just came to join us for a drink right after we finished playing. He's on 'medical leave' from playing currently.
Fara - She usually plays too but today she had to play for her company's volleyball tourney. She also joined us for the lepak session only
Pip - he's Fara's hubby. Another cool guy. Has put on some weight after getting married to Fara. Coincidently, he's also my brother's friend when they were studying in the UK.
RD- Most Eligible Bachelor of the group. Interesting, fun, easy going, a very good friend..etc...
Ska- last but not least....the guy with the long 'sexy' hair...hehehe.... Among the whole lot, he's still studying.Other than these regulars above, there is also Fauzi (which I posted his photo earlier), Awin (who's getting married soon) and Ryzah (sexy, young & available). Awin and Ryzah couldn't make it today. Shar a& Jai are also in the lists.
When there are other issues than the normal issues you need help on, you know these friends you could rely on.
Thank you my friends.
What's the plan?
What's the plan for this weekend? After 2 weeks of not staying at home and hanging around with friends (coincidently my darling also couldn't come online), this week, as of now, I really don't have any plans yet.
Well, not really. Saturday morning at 7.45am I hope to meet my basketball gang again at the usual UM court. Azarul is here , holidaying from Jakarta. Not sure who else would turn up. I am in no position to say anything as I personally have been 'missing in action' from there for almost 4 months now. Wow! How time flies. I better turn up for this meet as from July onwards I would start busy again going to JB.
Oh...I also saw on TV3 that they are going to show Majalah3 tomorrow and the topic is on Semporna and its people. I've been to Semporna, Sipadan, Mabul /Kapalai and also another small island around there about 4 years ago.That was about 1 1/2year after the abduction incident in Sipadan by the pirates. I love the islands so much. The people there are nice. The scenery si beautiful and peaceful and the food is good and relatively cheap. I'm planning to stay at home and watch this at 9pm.
And I have an online date with ..who else..from 12 onwards.Maybe until 4am.
That's for Saturday. Sunday....I think I'm going to sleep the whole day. Hopefully nobody from the office would go on MC as I will need to replace them then. That's about it.
Oh...something about 'M'.
Eventhough I just got 'M' for the past 3 days, I've noticed a big difference. I don't really care whether my darling calls 0r not. Before this, if he does not call or sms, or even cannot talk to me on YM for a minimum of 1hour daily, I would be stressed up. I would be upset, angry, sad... And does not matter what excuse I gave him - (I miss him like crazy and other things) for feeling the way I feel - it did not make things better.It made him stress just because I miss him.
But now, after 3 days with 'M' , my life is different. If my darling calls, I'm happy. If he doesn't call, I'm ok too.
And today, he sms me saying he misses me.
And he called me 10 mnts later...
And I'm still ok.And I know myself well - there is a big difference.
What else can I say....Thank you M.
Well, not really. Saturday morning at 7.45am I hope to meet my basketball gang again at the usual UM court. Azarul is here , holidaying from Jakarta. Not sure who else would turn up. I am in no position to say anything as I personally have been 'missing in action' from there for almost 4 months now. Wow! How time flies. I better turn up for this meet as from July onwards I would start busy again going to JB.
Oh...I also saw on TV3 that they are going to show Majalah3 tomorrow and the topic is on Semporna and its people. I've been to Semporna, Sipadan, Mabul /Kapalai and also another small island around there about 4 years ago.That was about 1 1/2year after the abduction incident in Sipadan by the pirates. I love the islands so much. The people there are nice. The scenery si beautiful and peaceful and the food is good and relatively cheap. I'm planning to stay at home and watch this at 9pm.
And I have an online date with ..who else..from 12 onwards.Maybe until 4am.
That's for Saturday. Sunday....I think I'm going to sleep the whole day. Hopefully nobody from the office would go on MC as I will need to replace them then. That's about it.
Oh...something about 'M'.
Eventhough I just got 'M' for the past 3 days, I've noticed a big difference. I don't really care whether my darling calls 0r not. Before this, if he does not call or sms, or even cannot talk to me on YM for a minimum of 1hour daily, I would be stressed up. I would be upset, angry, sad... And does not matter what excuse I gave him - (I miss him like crazy and other things) for feeling the way I feel - it did not make things better.It made him stress just because I miss him.
But now, after 3 days with 'M' , my life is different. If my darling calls, I'm happy. If he doesn't call, I'm ok too.
And today, he sms me saying he misses me.
And he called me 10 mnts later...
And I'm still ok.And I know myself well - there is a big difference.
What else can I say....Thank you M.
Friday, June 22
Introducing.....
Introducing, my new love, my new bf.
'He' is going to give me 100% attention.
'He' is going to provide me unconditional love.
'He' is going to support me without any excuses.
'He' is going to be with me all the time.
'He' is not going to hurt me and let me down.
'He' is perfect for me.
'He' is my new Creative Vision M.
I think I'm going to call him 'M'
'He' could be an FM Radio, a storage device, a music player, a digital album and voice recorder.
'He' is going to give me 100% attention.
'He' is going to provide me unconditional love.
'He' is going to support me without any excuses.
'He' is going to be with me all the time.
'He' is not going to hurt me and let me down.
'He' is perfect for me.
'He' is my new Creative Vision M.
I think I'm going to call him 'M'
'He' could be an FM Radio, a storage device, a music player, a digital album and voice recorder.
Thursday, June 21
Good food, good place, good friends
Yesterday, I had lunch in Ikea. I was supposed to go and get some things for the girls -so planned well not to eat breakfast earlier. I was hoping they were serving vegetarian food as the last one I had with Awin was really good (the 'fish' vege curry and rice). This time , the dish was vege pies, mash and broccoli. And again, it did not fail me. It was tasty.
And, as usual, I will not leave the place without having a minimum of 3 cups of their 'refillable' cappucino. I just love it.Especially you take it with the Daim cake.
While enjoying my meal and coffee, gatal tangan to take sdome shots. The place was quite empty which is good as I hate crowded places.
And that's the drink 'bar'. I wish we could have that in the office. Just press a button and your coffee is ready within seconds. Not only coffee, it should have cappucino, espresso and latte (melampau la pulak demand)
Tonight, went out with some old friends after work for supper at Pelita SS2. They just finished playing basketball. Yeah...the good old days...Have not met them for ages! Well, if I can't make it for basketball, then I'll try for supper from now on, ok? Kesian pulak tengok one of them - macam kebulur lama tak makan!..heheh...
Jangan marah ye Fauzi.... You finished up my chicken, so this photo is the exchange for it....hahaha....
Oh yeah...and I've got a new bf too. Will introduce him in my next post. This time, I know, he'll be loyal - no question asked!
And, as usual, I will not leave the place without having a minimum of 3 cups of their 'refillable' cappucino. I just love it.Especially you take it with the Daim cake.
While enjoying my meal and coffee, gatal tangan to take sdome shots. The place was quite empty which is good as I hate crowded places.
And that's the drink 'bar'. I wish we could have that in the office. Just press a button and your coffee is ready within seconds. Not only coffee, it should have cappucino, espresso and latte (melampau la pulak demand)Tonight, went out with some old friends after work for supper at Pelita SS2. They just finished playing basketball. Yeah...the good old days...Have not met them for ages! Well, if I can't make it for basketball, then I'll try for supper from now on, ok? Kesian pulak tengok one of them - macam kebulur lama tak makan!..heheh...
Jangan marah ye Fauzi.... You finished up my chicken, so this photo is the exchange for it....hahaha....Oh yeah...and I've got a new bf too. Will introduce him in my next post. This time, I know, he'll be loyal - no question asked!
Shame on you
Some people just do not get the message.Must we tell them straight on their face like what usually happened in the malay dramas?
2 nights ago, while I was driving back home after a long busy shift, I received a call from an unknown number. Lately I've been receiving wrong number calls-I was not surprise if that was another one. I answered it. The conversation went like this;
Me: Hello
Caller: Hello. Ni K.Ina ke?
Me: Yes. Sape ni?
Caller: Tak kenal ke? Ni Wati la.
Me: Wati mana ni? Tak ingat la (I could actually guess who it was- just wanted to confirm and to hint that I was not interested to remember her)
Caller: Alaaa...Wati yang buat hal dengan akak punyer husband dulu..
Me: ??? (Dah sah!!) Oh, ok. Ye Wati. Ada apa dah malam macam ni call? (it was almost 12 midnight and I still maintain a normal tone of voice despite of having this disgusting feeling in my stomach)
Caller: Oh. Takde apa. Wati nak tanya khabar. K.Ina apa khabar? Sihat ke?
Me: Alhamdulillah , I'm doing well.(feel like hanging up-but it'll be rude)
Caller: Bukan apa, nak beritau Wati dah tunang tapi bukan dengan dia. Dengan orang lain
Me: Oh...(blank kejap -what is she trying to do - get us back together?) Congratulations.Oklah tu. (dalam hati - cepatlah hang up, I don't want to talk to you.)
Caller: K.Ina duduk S.Alam lagi ke? Wati ingat teringin sangat nak jumpa...
Me: (Oh my GOD!! no way!!! ) Ye, dok situ lagi tapi sekarang busy le kerja 7 hari seminggu. Tak tengok matahari pun.
The so called "conversation " went on for about 5 mnts. It seems that she 'tak tau malu' and kept on talking about her soon to get married life and how she regretted doing what she had did to me. Well, its a bit too late, isn't it.
And, I was being courteous enough not to be a 'Drama Queen' and said , "Allo...perempuan s*nda1, tak paham bahasa ke? Awak tu dahlah kacau rumah tangga orang, tak malu nak telepon pulak kat kite and tanya khabar."
I just didn't have the heart to say that and that resulted in the 5mnts phone call. I was just attending to her like I attended to my customer - and provided her with the usual customer service answers.
Unfortunately...she didn't understand and did not get the message... Does she think that she could be my friend? I don't think so.
2 nights ago, while I was driving back home after a long busy shift, I received a call from an unknown number. Lately I've been receiving wrong number calls-I was not surprise if that was another one. I answered it. The conversation went like this;
Me: Hello
Caller: Hello. Ni K.Ina ke?
Me: Yes. Sape ni?
Caller: Tak kenal ke? Ni Wati la.
Me: Wati mana ni? Tak ingat la (I could actually guess who it was- just wanted to confirm and to hint that I was not interested to remember her)
Caller: Alaaa...Wati yang buat hal dengan akak punyer husband dulu..
Me: ??? (Dah sah!!) Oh, ok. Ye Wati. Ada apa dah malam macam ni call? (it was almost 12 midnight and I still maintain a normal tone of voice despite of having this disgusting feeling in my stomach)
Caller: Oh. Takde apa. Wati nak tanya khabar. K.Ina apa khabar? Sihat ke?
Me: Alhamdulillah , I'm doing well.(feel like hanging up-but it'll be rude)
Caller: Bukan apa, nak beritau Wati dah tunang tapi bukan dengan dia. Dengan orang lain
Me: Oh...(blank kejap -what is she trying to do - get us back together?) Congratulations.Oklah tu. (dalam hati - cepatlah hang up, I don't want to talk to you.)
Caller: K.Ina duduk S.Alam lagi ke? Wati ingat teringin sangat nak jumpa...
Me: (Oh my GOD!! no way!!! ) Ye, dok situ lagi tapi sekarang busy le kerja 7 hari seminggu. Tak tengok matahari pun.
The so called "conversation " went on for about 5 mnts. It seems that she 'tak tau malu' and kept on talking about her soon to get married life and how she regretted doing what she had did to me. Well, its a bit too late, isn't it.
And, I was being courteous enough not to be a 'Drama Queen' and said , "Allo...perempuan s*nda1, tak paham bahasa ke? Awak tu dahlah kacau rumah tangga orang, tak malu nak telepon pulak kat kite and tanya khabar."
I just didn't have the heart to say that and that resulted in the 5mnts phone call. I was just attending to her like I attended to my customer - and provided her with the usual customer service answers.
Unfortunately...she didn't understand and did not get the message... Does she think that she could be my friend? I don't think so.
Tuesday, June 19
Truly
I just give up on some people.
And currenty in the mood of listening to songs.
Old songs like this one. I love this one.
And no...this song has nothing to do with the 1st sentence above. Will write about that later.
And currenty in the mood of listening to songs.
Old songs like this one. I love this one.
And no...this song has nothing to do with the 1st sentence above. Will write about that later.
Monday, June 18
Because of Shrek
Yes, because of Shrek3, went I returned home without any delay, I searched for the song. The song which I first heard, fell in love, memorised the lyrics till now......"That's What Friends Are For" .
Well, in Shrek, they just played the intro of the song - at a wrong timing when Merlin thought the song would help to bring in the 'mood'....hahaha..... .Besides the point, I knew about the song when I was in STF - and have never,ever forgotten the lyrics.
Thanks to Shrek, by listening to this song, it definitely brings a lot of memories back.
Dedicated to my batch 8791...Enjoy...
Well, in Shrek, they just played the intro of the song - at a wrong timing when Merlin thought the song would help to bring in the 'mood'....hahaha..... .Besides the point, I knew about the song when I was in STF - and have never,ever forgotten the lyrics.
Thanks to Shrek, by listening to this song, it definitely brings a lot of memories back.
Dedicated to my batch 8791...Enjoy...
A Movie Weekend
As per planned, I left for Nur's house right after work.It was kind of easy to go, with the gloomy weather, I guess people are afraid to go out to KL due the bad flood last Sunday. I reached her house within 20mnts.
The above is the view before turning to the right towards her condo. Excellent view- as if it was just a drawing of buildings.
This is inside her unit. It is really nice.I came earlier when the renovation was in progress so this is the first time to see it has been completed.
I felt like I was in a service apartment instead of her house. The sofa was very inviting and defnitely comfy. The dining table can sit 6 -eventhough she's single but she always have her parents and siblings visiting her on weekends.
The kitchen is cute and simple. I'm not sure whether she does cook that often.BUt she did make great scramble eggs for breakfast with vanilla taste in it!
After going through the whole house, we remembered that it was Saturday, and we actually planned to watch movie . We then rushed and left the place to KLCC.
I managed to persuade her to go for dinner at Chillis. The above was what we ordered. Nur had the fish and non-alcoholic tequila fish dish as she is supposed to be on a 'diet' while me, my usual Monterey Chicken. We had a long, interesting chat over dinner.Chat about old friends, old flames, current affairs and also the lifestyle nowadays. One thing common about us - a lot of people think we are the opposite of what we are. Most times. But both of us know each other well enough and just be ourselves.
After dinner -we watched Shrek3. It was excellent. Shrek have never failed making me laugh and temporary forgot about other things. I even purposely switched off my phone in order not to be 'disturbed'.
On the way back, the traffic was slow. We then noticed sombody cycling at the road side. A couple was cycling on a bike which is not exactly the usual bike. It was modified to be higher.They were also playing loud music, like a stereo.It definitely attracted attention of the drivers along the way. Both of us were wondering- how do they climb up on it?
Slept late at night after watching Star Wars on Astro- I totally forgot to inform her that I could go to sleep really easy - She was shock to find out a few seconds after I spoke to her, I dozed off.Hehehe....
Woke up to a wonderful morning.Looking outside the balcony, the view of the pool was inviting. Hmm....we decided to go for a dip. well, I guess I was prepared with my swimsuit and goggles.
The pool has a beautiful landscape. It was peaceful but the water was too cold. We just managed to 'swim' for about 30mnts and I took some photos before it started drizzling.I was freezing actually.
After breakfast, we went to KLCC , again, this time to watch the 'yummy' guys - Ocean13. I remembered watching Ocean12 in Nottingham with my brother half way- because of the jetlag I felt asleep..heheh... Another excellent movie to add to my weekend outing.
Unfortunately, my weekend had to be ended in a boring way. Found out that one of my staff was on MC and didn't managed to find anybody to replace him. So,by 4pm, I was back in the office , working till 11.
Now I know why I had fell sick last Sunday and got MC for it. I actually have to work Monday to Sunday last week! That was definitely a blessing in disguise. And my next off day would only be on this Saturday-hopefully.
The above is the view before turning to the right towards her condo. Excellent view- as if it was just a drawing of buildings.
This is inside her unit. It is really nice.I came earlier when the renovation was in progress so this is the first time to see it has been completed.
I felt like I was in a service apartment instead of her house. The sofa was very inviting and defnitely comfy. The dining table can sit 6 -eventhough she's single but she always have her parents and siblings visiting her on weekends.
The kitchen is cute and simple. I'm not sure whether she does cook that often.BUt she did make great scramble eggs for breakfast with vanilla taste in it!After going through the whole house, we remembered that it was Saturday, and we actually planned to watch movie . We then rushed and left the place to KLCC.
I managed to persuade her to go for dinner at Chillis. The above was what we ordered. Nur had the fish and non-alcoholic tequila fish dish as she is supposed to be on a 'diet' while me, my usual Monterey Chicken. We had a long, interesting chat over dinner.Chat about old friends, old flames, current affairs and also the lifestyle nowadays. One thing common about us - a lot of people think we are the opposite of what we are. Most times. But both of us know each other well enough and just be ourselves.After dinner -we watched Shrek3. It was excellent. Shrek have never failed making me laugh and temporary forgot about other things. I even purposely switched off my phone in order not to be 'disturbed'.
On the way back, the traffic was slow. We then noticed sombody cycling at the road side. A couple was cycling on a bike which is not exactly the usual bike. It was modified to be higher.They were also playing loud music, like a stereo.It definitely attracted attention of the drivers along the way. Both of us were wondering- how do they climb up on it?
Slept late at night after watching Star Wars on Astro- I totally forgot to inform her that I could go to sleep really easy - She was shock to find out a few seconds after I spoke to her, I dozed off.Hehehe....Woke up to a wonderful morning.Looking outside the balcony, the view of the pool was inviting. Hmm....we decided to go for a dip. well, I guess I was prepared with my swimsuit and goggles.
The pool has a beautiful landscape. It was peaceful but the water was too cold. We just managed to 'swim' for about 30mnts and I took some photos before it started drizzling.I was freezing actually.After breakfast, we went to KLCC , again, this time to watch the 'yummy' guys - Ocean13. I remembered watching Ocean12 in Nottingham with my brother half way- because of the jetlag I felt asleep..heheh... Another excellent movie to add to my weekend outing.
Unfortunately, my weekend had to be ended in a boring way. Found out that one of my staff was on MC and didn't managed to find anybody to replace him. So,by 4pm, I was back in the office , working till 11.
Now I know why I had fell sick last Sunday and got MC for it. I actually have to work Monday to Sunday last week! That was definitely a blessing in disguise. And my next off day would only be on this Saturday-hopefully.
Sunday, June 17
Happy Father's Day
People always say the first born is the luckiest. The first born is always important. The first born is the most loved by the parents. Especially the first born, if its a girl,, the father will put her first in his list.
I had the chance to feel all that. I was given the opportunity to be loved by my father. But not anymore. I'm hoping that I could have the chance again. Maybe not to the extend of hugging and saying "I love you " but at least talking to him, visiting him, or have a cup of coffee with him.
Things turned wrongly when I wanted to marry my ex. My mom and the whole family which includes my uncles, aunties and grandma had agreed and approved. But not him. As my granma said "as long as we are ready and fulfill the requirements of getting married, to avoid "maksiat" and pray to Allah that would be the best" , then we should get married.
I seeked his permission, especially when he needs to be my 'wali'. Brought my ex over to his house to meet him. We were given a 4 hours pep-talk, witnessed by my sister (who later got scared of getting married as she did not want to go thru the same thing). At the end of the 4 hours, he said "Ok, if that is what you want".
Alhamdulillah, the next day 2 days, we made appointment to meet the Kadhi in-charge with my dad, to hand over the 'wali' thingy to the Kadhi. Everything went on smoothly and perfect.
The wedding was then due in the next 3 weeks. A day before the 'akad' ceremony and kenduri, my stepmom, who has never phoned me before, called to inform that I needed to cancel everything if I want my dad to accept me as his daughter. I was shocked, sad, angry. All my relatives from Terengganu and Johor was there to help out with the preparation.We decided and prayed hard that if this is the best option for me to proceed and Insya Allah everything would be ok. If this is what is written in His book, then we needed to proceed.
Alhamdulillah, everything went well and smoothly. My grandma was really pleased with the event. Well, those are the sweet memories, but later, things did not happened as I wish it should be. My ex and I, with my sister went and visited him during Raya which was about 1 month+ after the wedding(my dad was too busy and not home most of the time we called). Coincidently he was holding a raya 'open house'. When we entered the house, he refused to accept my hand, neither did my stepmom. He also made a remark which was loud enough for everybody to hear, " Why are you here? You are not invited. You are not my daughter".
I just ignored.But my sister was hurt. She refused to accept it.She was upset. It hurts her.
After that incident, we tried calling him to pay a visit, unfortunately all were turned down.The answer we always get is - he's not home.And visiting him without calling, will result in the gate will not be opened for us.
5 years later, when my sister wanted to get married, she had a bigger problem. This time, to get him to hand over the 'wali' thingy to the Kadhi was an almost impossible job. Heartache, hurt, upset and all the negative feelings were consistently felt at my mom's place. We only managed to get it almost 3 weeks to the wedding date. Alhamdulillah. We met during my brother's wedding at the bride's house however I just managed to kiss his hand and asked how was he doing. No reply received.
Despite of all which had happened, I still believe Papa is a nice man deep inside him. Maybe because of the influence of somebody- he has turned to somebody else. I did have a serious talk with my brother about him - eventhough my brother said that this is Papa, himself now and not influenced by somebody else, I still believe Papa is not himself.He might be controlled. He might be monitored in all his actions. He might not be able to talk freely, to do whatever he wants, especially now he has retired.
I know I've made mistakes. How could I make up to this?
How I wish at least, just to visit him, have a cup of coffee with him and catch up on the past. That's all.
You are still my Papa. My only one.You are still the greatest Papa in the world - as I remembered you 15 years ago.
Happy Father's day.
I had the chance to feel all that. I was given the opportunity to be loved by my father. But not anymore. I'm hoping that I could have the chance again. Maybe not to the extend of hugging and saying "I love you " but at least talking to him, visiting him, or have a cup of coffee with him.
Things turned wrongly when I wanted to marry my ex. My mom and the whole family which includes my uncles, aunties and grandma had agreed and approved. But not him. As my granma said "as long as we are ready and fulfill the requirements of getting married, to avoid "maksiat" and pray to Allah that would be the best" , then we should get married.
I seeked his permission, especially when he needs to be my 'wali'. Brought my ex over to his house to meet him. We were given a 4 hours pep-talk, witnessed by my sister (who later got scared of getting married as she did not want to go thru the same thing). At the end of the 4 hours, he said "Ok, if that is what you want".
Alhamdulillah, the next day 2 days, we made appointment to meet the Kadhi in-charge with my dad, to hand over the 'wali' thingy to the Kadhi. Everything went on smoothly and perfect.
The wedding was then due in the next 3 weeks. A day before the 'akad' ceremony and kenduri, my stepmom, who has never phoned me before, called to inform that I needed to cancel everything if I want my dad to accept me as his daughter. I was shocked, sad, angry. All my relatives from Terengganu and Johor was there to help out with the preparation.We decided and prayed hard that if this is the best option for me to proceed and Insya Allah everything would be ok. If this is what is written in His book, then we needed to proceed.
Alhamdulillah, everything went well and smoothly. My grandma was really pleased with the event. Well, those are the sweet memories, but later, things did not happened as I wish it should be. My ex and I, with my sister went and visited him during Raya which was about 1 month+ after the wedding(my dad was too busy and not home most of the time we called). Coincidently he was holding a raya 'open house'. When we entered the house, he refused to accept my hand, neither did my stepmom. He also made a remark which was loud enough for everybody to hear, " Why are you here? You are not invited. You are not my daughter".
I just ignored.But my sister was hurt. She refused to accept it.She was upset. It hurts her.
After that incident, we tried calling him to pay a visit, unfortunately all were turned down.The answer we always get is - he's not home.And visiting him without calling, will result in the gate will not be opened for us.
5 years later, when my sister wanted to get married, she had a bigger problem. This time, to get him to hand over the 'wali' thingy to the Kadhi was an almost impossible job. Heartache, hurt, upset and all the negative feelings were consistently felt at my mom's place. We only managed to get it almost 3 weeks to the wedding date. Alhamdulillah. We met during my brother's wedding at the bride's house however I just managed to kiss his hand and asked how was he doing. No reply received.
Despite of all which had happened, I still believe Papa is a nice man deep inside him. Maybe because of the influence of somebody- he has turned to somebody else. I did have a serious talk with my brother about him - eventhough my brother said that this is Papa, himself now and not influenced by somebody else, I still believe Papa is not himself.He might be controlled. He might be monitored in all his actions. He might not be able to talk freely, to do whatever he wants, especially now he has retired.
I know I've made mistakes. How could I make up to this?
How I wish at least, just to visit him, have a cup of coffee with him and catch up on the past. That's all.
You are still my Papa. My only one.You are still the greatest Papa in the world - as I remembered you 15 years ago.
Happy Father's day.
Saturday, June 16
Craving for McD breakfast
Today morning, while driving to work, I had the urge...or maybe 'craving' of having breakfast at McD. So, took a detour to McD Bangsar at about 6.30am.
I was sitting at the window seat , looking outside while sipping my fresh brewed coffee (oh yes, they have it fresh brewed with foam on top now) and eating my Big Breakfast meal - btw, I love theie grape jam. How serene it is in Bangsar at 6.30am. Only 1 or 2 cars around.No traffic.Two old men walked by - its their morning exercise I guess.
That reminded me of having breakfast at McD in Notts 2 years ago .The coffee quality is about the same now here (The last time it was only nescafe with hot water!). The difference is - they were serving fruit toasts with Philly cream cheese over there.Yummy! I love it so much.And they were not stingy with the cheese! No wonder they are 'big'. I think if they were to serve the same menu here, we would also turn into their 'sizes'. Well, I don't mind growing taller, but not wider.
And after breakfast, instead of going to the car boot sale, I have to go to work now.
Bon Weekend everybody - I know I would.
p/s-got 2 more weekends to go before the end of June and I start going to JB again.
I was sitting at the window seat , looking outside while sipping my fresh brewed coffee (oh yes, they have it fresh brewed with foam on top now) and eating my Big Breakfast meal - btw, I love theie grape jam. How serene it is in Bangsar at 6.30am. Only 1 or 2 cars around.No traffic.Two old men walked by - its their morning exercise I guess.
That reminded me of having breakfast at McD in Notts 2 years ago .The coffee quality is about the same now here (The last time it was only nescafe with hot water!). The difference is - they were serving fruit toasts with Philly cream cheese over there.Yummy! I love it so much.And they were not stingy with the cheese! No wonder they are 'big'. I think if they were to serve the same menu here, we would also turn into their 'sizes'. Well, I don't mind growing taller, but not wider.
And after breakfast, instead of going to the car boot sale, I have to go to work now.
Bon Weekend everybody - I know I would.
p/s-got 2 more weekends to go before the end of June and I start going to JB again.
I hope I feel better
Nothing interesting happened the last few days other than my stomach is still feeling uncomfortable from the over eating/wrong food and my throat is still having the nausea effect. Oh god, please don't make me suffer by getting food poisoning again in the future. This will definitely remind me about my food intake every time.
Thinking and suffering too much from the above, I almost forgotten what a great weekend I had prior to that incident. K.Noli and K.Eda with her baby girl came down from Spore for a conference. They stayed at the newly furbished Seri Pacific hotel. And me, as usual was invited to stay for the night. I love the TV and the bathroom.
It has a big LCD TV screen and the bathroom-it has a shower room and a seperate toilet + bath tub. (didn't take any photos of it though).
On Saturday morning, I offered to babysit the girl as the mother attended the conference and K.Noli went on a short shopping spree. With the comfy bed, the TV and the aircond- I didn't mind at all!
Saturday evening was Kavita's wedding dinner. Kavita is my office mate. Food was good and music was excellent. (much better than the previous wedding I attended last year). It was kind of an Indian + Christian wedding -BUT no alcohol was allowed to served in the hall. In replacement, they served 'Sparkling Grape Juice' instead. You could actually see the look on all my colleagues' faces - frustrated! And I did enjoy the drink...hahaha..... Sorry guys..
These photos were taken by another colleague who is venturing into freelancing photography. He's got an eye for it, excellent and definitely improving .He has already started taking orders. More of his work can be seen here. I have reserved him for my future "events", insya Allah.
After the wedding, I rushed to Micasa for our monthly NSSC meeting. Well, this time I was the last one to arrive.Everybody was there, three quarter enjoying the food. Obviously the food was cold by then but the topics were still "hot". One of them brought a camera and took some shots. And I totally agree with what she wrote in her blog. There's a different kind of sisterhood when we are together. Things might not be solved but we know we have each other.
The picture above are DNAS and Meen's sons swimming together.
And....with all the food, fun and food and fun again from Friday till Sunday morning, and with lack of rest (slept at almost 3am), that explains the food poisoning and gastric the next day.
I'm still recovering.But that does not stop me trying to enjoy myself this weekend.I already have plans with my one of my gf, Nur. Tomorrow, after work, I'm going to sleep over at her new place. Its the nice, new 'Putramas' condo and will go out late night with her .Not sure where we are going yet.
I wish I could spent my weekends with my darling, but I guess I have to settle for this first as he is too far away and tied up with his 'life'.
Thinking and suffering too much from the above, I almost forgotten what a great weekend I had prior to that incident. K.Noli and K.Eda with her baby girl came down from Spore for a conference. They stayed at the newly furbished Seri Pacific hotel. And me, as usual was invited to stay for the night. I love the TV and the bathroom.
It has a big LCD TV screen and the bathroom-it has a shower room and a seperate toilet + bath tub. (didn't take any photos of it though).
On Saturday morning, I offered to babysit the girl as the mother attended the conference and K.Noli went on a short shopping spree. With the comfy bed, the TV and the aircond- I didn't mind at all!
Saturday evening was Kavita's wedding dinner. Kavita is my office mate. Food was good and music was excellent. (much better than the previous wedding I attended last year). It was kind of an Indian + Christian wedding -BUT no alcohol was allowed to served in the hall. In replacement, they served 'Sparkling Grape Juice' instead. You could actually see the look on all my colleagues' faces - frustrated! And I did enjoy the drink...hahaha..... Sorry guys..
These photos were taken by another colleague who is venturing into freelancing photography. He's got an eye for it, excellent and definitely improving .He has already started taking orders. More of his work can be seen here. I have reserved him for my future "events", insya Allah.After the wedding, I rushed to Micasa for our monthly NSSC meeting. Well, this time I was the last one to arrive.Everybody was there, three quarter enjoying the food. Obviously the food was cold by then but the topics were still "hot". One of them brought a camera and took some shots. And I totally agree with what she wrote in her blog. There's a different kind of sisterhood when we are together. Things might not be solved but we know we have each other.
The picture above are DNAS and Meen's sons swimming together.And....with all the food, fun and food and fun again from Friday till Sunday morning, and with lack of rest (slept at almost 3am), that explains the food poisoning and gastric the next day.
I'm still recovering.But that does not stop me trying to enjoy myself this weekend.I already have plans with my one of my gf, Nur. Tomorrow, after work, I'm going to sleep over at her new place. Its the nice, new 'Putramas' condo and will go out late night with her .Not sure where we are going yet.
I wish I could spent my weekends with my darling, but I guess I have to settle for this first as he is too far away and tied up with his 'life'.
Monday, June 11
Tribute to the Head coach
2 years ago, to be precise on 10th July 2005, R2V had our first ever meeting. That includes myself, K.Ana,Abang Ise, Hana and also Mr Liew. Yes, Mr Liew was introduced to us as the head coach - somebody who is going to help us plan the training program for TF Dynamites. Well, at that time, we didn't even have a name for the girls.
As I recall, the meeting was very interesting and also scary for me. Interesting as I, haven't even met K.Ana, Abang Ise and Mr Liew before, was agreeing to something that at that point of time I thought it was ok - helping to coach STF. Scary because I know, I was not a qualified coach. I just have the passion. Passion of playing basketball,passion of helping my school to win the cup again after so long. One after another of my questions were answered by Mr Liew, as he had the full confidence that we are going to take back the title, and I will be able to help the girls by learning from him how to become a coach, a good coach.
From there onwards, we moved. I had to follow K.ana, Abang Ise and and him everytime they go to MCKK to train the boys. The first few months were full of travelling to KK and a few basketball tournaments to learn.
Sometimes, when the Cagers have training camps elsewhere, we cramped into an apartment - 20 of us in a 3 bedroom apartment. We were like a big family. And every trips to KK, Mr Liew would asked whether I would be able to go together as it will help me to train me to learn how to read the games.
It was tough. At times, really tough as when any of my players make mistake, he would only call my name instead of the girls.He would scold me instead. Sometimes I feel that I'm one of the player, the main player to be exact, in the team. There were a few times that I almost gave up, did not understand why must he call my name instead of the players when something is done wrong. Or when the girls did not do as per what they have been trained on.
I guess, some things are meant to be that way -escpecially when learning is concerned. He has proven himself to be an excellent coach. And here I am, since 2005, still learning to be a coach from the great 'Guru' himself. I did mentioned once to him that I would like to take up a coaching certification course, but he didn't encourage it as the certificate does not guarantee learning how to be the best coach. Yes, I totally agree with him.
Even though there are going to be other schools interested to get his 'consultation' and advise soon, its not going to be that easy. Trust me. I've been there. I've done that. Unless if the person can commit 110% for the team, its not going to be easy. Mr Liew himself is too busy to coach any other team personally other than the Cagers (an also Dynamites)- it is up to the coaches of the individual school to do it (with his guidance). Welcome to the big family and all the best !
An Old Boy has written an article for Mr.Liew's contribution in basketball. Read it here
As I recall, the meeting was very interesting and also scary for me. Interesting as I, haven't even met K.Ana, Abang Ise and Mr Liew before, was agreeing to something that at that point of time I thought it was ok - helping to coach STF. Scary because I know, I was not a qualified coach. I just have the passion. Passion of playing basketball,passion of helping my school to win the cup again after so long. One after another of my questions were answered by Mr Liew, as he had the full confidence that we are going to take back the title, and I will be able to help the girls by learning from him how to become a coach, a good coach.
From there onwards, we moved. I had to follow K.ana, Abang Ise and and him everytime they go to MCKK to train the boys. The first few months were full of travelling to KK and a few basketball tournaments to learn.
Sometimes, when the Cagers have training camps elsewhere, we cramped into an apartment - 20 of us in a 3 bedroom apartment. We were like a big family. And every trips to KK, Mr Liew would asked whether I would be able to go together as it will help me to train me to learn how to read the games.
It was tough. At times, really tough as when any of my players make mistake, he would only call my name instead of the girls.He would scold me instead. Sometimes I feel that I'm one of the player, the main player to be exact, in the team. There were a few times that I almost gave up, did not understand why must he call my name instead of the players when something is done wrong. Or when the girls did not do as per what they have been trained on.
I guess, some things are meant to be that way -escpecially when learning is concerned. He has proven himself to be an excellent coach. And here I am, since 2005, still learning to be a coach from the great 'Guru' himself. I did mentioned once to him that I would like to take up a coaching certification course, but he didn't encourage it as the certificate does not guarantee learning how to be the best coach. Yes, I totally agree with him.
Even though there are going to be other schools interested to get his 'consultation' and advise soon, its not going to be that easy. Trust me. I've been there. I've done that. Unless if the person can commit 110% for the team, its not going to be easy. Mr Liew himself is too busy to coach any other team personally other than the Cagers (an also Dynamites)- it is up to the coaches of the individual school to do it (with his guidance). Welcome to the big family and all the best !
An Old Boy has written an article for Mr.Liew's contribution in basketball. Read it here
Girls do school proud
Apart from their excellent academic performance, the students of Sekolah Tun Fatimah, Johor Baru, also stole the limelight when the school's basketball team emerged champion in the national inter-full boarding schools' games.
Its captain, Norfarahain Ahmad Baharuddin, was also named the best player.
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Hotshots: Halimah (centre) posing with the basketball team members. |
The return of the trophy cup after a 16-year absence has definitely brought joy to everyone at the school.
Headmistress Halimah Shaaban express pride at the students' feat.
“These girls have shown strong fighting spirit.”
The basketball team received its prizes from Johor Education director Mokhy Saidon at the presentation ceremony at SM Sains here recently.
Norfarahain said she hoped to play as good as the characters in the i“Slam Dunk” cartoon series.
Although the 17-year-old said she had thought of giving up the game to concentrate on her studies, she finally stayed on and was glad she did.
In the Boys’ category, Kuala Kangsar Malay College retained the championship title for the fourth consecutive year.
The team defeated SM Sains Seremban 103-62 in the final of the Piala Tun Dato’ Haji Hamdan Sheikh Tahir.
Excerpt from The Star (South and East Edition) Saturday June 9,2007
Food poisoning + gastric
I don't know what happened, what I ate wrong, maybe because of lack of sleep & rest, maybe also because of too many kinds of food that I ate for the past 48hours, I ended up having food poisoning.The last time I could remember suffering from food poisoning was about 3 years ago.Maybe more. Not only that, the Dr. said that I have a really bad 'gastric'! No! No way that I have gastric.Me? Nah.
But I can tell you something, this pain is unbearable. I'm supposed to work at 3pm, I thought I was strong enough. (I have not taken any MC for this year yet).I was there in my office at about 2.45pm, when I had the pain, again, and again...and again. The stomach cramps was really bad. I couldn't even sit straight.
I ended up going the clinic near the office and was given an injection to reduce the pain and stop the vomiting. I quickly drove home before I feel dizzy.
And now, at 1.17am Monday morning, on my bed, waking up 10 hours after the jab, I still feel the pain and the nausea. I don't even dare to eat anything. Not even drinking milo. Argghh...I hate this feeling.I hope by tomorrow morning, everything wil be back to normal. I mean my stomach.
But I can tell you something, this pain is unbearable. I'm supposed to work at 3pm, I thought I was strong enough. (I have not taken any MC for this year yet).I was there in my office at about 2.45pm, when I had the pain, again, and again...and again. The stomach cramps was really bad. I couldn't even sit straight.
I ended up going the clinic near the office and was given an injection to reduce the pain and stop the vomiting. I quickly drove home before I feel dizzy.
And now, at 1.17am Monday morning, on my bed, waking up 10 hours after the jab, I still feel the pain and the nausea. I don't even dare to eat anything. Not even drinking milo. Argghh...I hate this feeling.I hope by tomorrow morning, everything wil be back to normal. I mean my stomach.
Thursday, June 7
Leo and The Tiger in the year 2007
The Tiger in 2007 -year of The Pig
Those born 1914 (Wood), 1926 (Fire), 1938 (Earth), 1950 (Metal), 1962 (Water), 1974 (Wood), 1986, (Fire) 1998 (Earth) and 2010 (Metal)
The Tiger’s natural enthusiasm and boundless energy will give you the drive to make improvements in your life and social standing.
Career moves this year will be positive and bring you financial rewards and job satisfaction. Be sure you don’t take your good luck for granted and that you lay the foundations solidly for the future.
Romance can be a little uncertain and you will need to be sure you are not seeing your new love through rose-coloured glasses. Be sure of your own sincerity as well, as this year it will be easy to quickly fall “in love” and just as quickly “out of love”.
LEO -2007 in a cosmic nutshell:
Great news for you Leos, with Jupiter, the planet of gift giving spending the year in your fellow fire sign of Sagittarius, your fifth house of romance, creativity and self-fulfillment. This very beneficial influence, which occurs only once every twelve years boosts your dating potential, love life and along with Saturn, the planet of focus and discipline in your sign through early September, makes you buckle down and make the most of every and any opportunity.
2007 is a year to try your hand at crafts, jewellery making, decorating, and writing, joining a community theatre group or developing an innovative procedure at work. Not only will you find new ways to express yourself, but this is also an opportunity for you to spread your social horizons, meet new people and find even better ways to relax and unwind than sweating it out on the Stairmaster for hours on end.
Because the fifth house is also associated with children, you might enjoy coaching kids in something or helping out with your nieces and nephews more than usual. If you’re a parent, this year offers the ideal opportunity to form a strong bond with your children as they amuse and delight you. If you hope to become a parent, your wish could be fulfilled. Fill your life with fun and laughter in 2007 so you’re ready to focus on your work life from December 18 onwards, when Jupiter moves into Capricorn, your sixth house of hard work.
Love:
Singles searching for romance could encounter a soulmate as Mars in Sagittarius boosts your love life through mid-January. If you don’t find him then, the week of June 1st, with a Full Moon in Sagittarius could bring with it a new romance through or with a friend. Days later, a visit from Cupid’s boss Venus June 6 – July 15 makes this the must be out and about on the social scene time for those of you looking for love (and unable to find it). You glow when Venus is in your sign and it’s also the purrfect time to get a makeover from head to toe. Already in love? Romance your partner on an exotic getaway mid year and make sure you pack plenty of sexy underwear and clothes. Sure uggs and tracky daks are comfy, but let’s face it, they’re passion killers.
Career:
Expect a busy and sometimes hectic six weeks June 24 – August 7 when motivating Mars energizes your career sector. A Full Moon June 30 in your hard work zone sets the tone and the pace, so plan ahead to give it your all as June draws to a close and July begins. Embrace success and even if it means stepping over someone else to grab that promotion or prime parking spot, so be it. It’s your time in the spotlight and we know how much you love the spotlight! A long awaited pay rise greets you once Saturn moves into your self-esteem and cash flow zone early September and December brings with it more rewards, once Jupiter moves into Capricorn. Cross your fingers for a nice year end bonus.
Travel:
Stamina boosting Mars in your travel zone May 16 – June 25 makes this the perfect time to see the world, or visit far flung relatives and soak up the free accommodation benefits! But free accommodation doesn’t mean you get to spend more than ever before on buying up anything and everything. While you love the whole 5-star thing, can you really afford to blow that much on a vacation? Plus all the trimmings? Like that Prada outlet in Italy or that hand blown glass from Venice? Do give yourself the gift of a few days off around the Aries Full Moon September 28, when your soul may need a refueling. A trip to a spa with your best friend is a great idea.
Home:
Focuser Saturn in your sign through early September keeps you grounded and settled right where you are. But once he moves into your self-esteem and cash flow zone, where he stays for two long years, real estate and investments beckon. Think big in December, when you find your dream home and easily find ways to afford it, get the mortgage and even a possible flatmate to help out with the bills. A family member could be an invaluable source of support during this real estate transaction. And while you’re ready for the cohabitation thing with your guy, is he?
All about SMSes
1) I've got an sms from Starza Corp today.It reads :
"sukacitanya menjemput Tuan/Puan untuk menjadi PENCERAMAH JEMPUTAN, Program Integrasi PLKN pada 16-20hb July 2007. Tarikh tutup permohonan 13/6/2007. Sila download borang permohonan di http:www.starzacorp.com.my . Pertanyaan: 03-40415288
First- I got excited as I'm invited again. I've done 2 sessions in 2005.
Then, I thought," arghh..the last time I did it, I had to wait for more than 1 year to get the payment. Nah.."
Now, after surfing their website, I noticed the pay they are offering, if I were to compare with my current average daily salary, is much higher.I could actually take unpaid leave and go for it. Maybe they have improved their payment system (hopefully)
And....I have always love kids and motivation camp. I also love staying in camps - (the last camp I went to they said it was short of everything but for me it was good!). So this is something I love doing (the extra amount that I would get is just a bonus)
Unfortunately, I'm already a 'somebody' in the company and responsible in carrying certain extra responsibilities which does not allow me to take extra days leave.Well, I have been taking unpaid leave consistently as I had the basketball tournament recently and my visit to Ireland earlier. Its just not fair to my colleague who has been covering me.
My heart tells me to do it as the last time I was involved was in 2005 and I loveeeee it so much-despite of getting paid really late.Let's wait and see.
2) I didn't receive any call today from my darling- as expected.But there was also no sms .I sent sms -no reply. I called - no answer. Well, I understand if you are too busy to call dear. But in 1 day , there are 24hours = 1440 mnts = 86400 seconds. How long does it take for you to just write a very short sms. Maybe something like , " I MISS U". Hmm..that didn't take more than 30 seconds! Does that mean you are taking me for granted that I'm yours? I guess you are not missing me, huh?
3) Just got an sms from my cousins from Singapore - they are here in KL for the weekend. Yay!! will spend time with them in KL where they stay. Maybe tomorrow night I can lepak with them. Look forward to go to Uptown for food. It has been sometime since I went there.
4) Recently, when I was driving A, whom I treat as my own brother home, I had some issues with my other half and A saw me cry for the first time. The next day, I received an sms from A," I'm heading back now. So, take care of yourself. Don't let someone that you love hurts you so many time. Keep in touch". He's damn right. Its just that, love comes in a package. When you take the risk of falling in love, you take the risk of being hurt. You just have to 'weigh' which one is more to decide what's best. Anyway, thanks for the reminder bro.
"sukacitanya menjemput Tuan/Puan untuk menjadi PENCERAMAH JEMPUTAN, Program Integrasi PLKN pada 16-20hb July 2007. Tarikh tutup permohonan 13/6/2007. Sila download borang permohonan di http:www.starzacorp.com.my . Pertanyaan: 03-40415288
First- I got excited as I'm invited again. I've done 2 sessions in 2005.
Then, I thought," arghh..the last time I did it, I had to wait for more than 1 year to get the payment. Nah.."
Now, after surfing their website, I noticed the pay they are offering, if I were to compare with my current average daily salary, is much higher.I could actually take unpaid leave and go for it. Maybe they have improved their payment system (hopefully)
And....I have always love kids and motivation camp. I also love staying in camps - (the last camp I went to they said it was short of everything but for me it was good!). So this is something I love doing (the extra amount that I would get is just a bonus)
Unfortunately, I'm already a 'somebody' in the company and responsible in carrying certain extra responsibilities which does not allow me to take extra days leave.Well, I have been taking unpaid leave consistently as I had the basketball tournament recently and my visit to Ireland earlier. Its just not fair to my colleague who has been covering me.
My heart tells me to do it as the last time I was involved was in 2005 and I loveeeee it so much-despite of getting paid really late.Let's wait and see.
2) I didn't receive any call today from my darling- as expected.But there was also no sms .I sent sms -no reply. I called - no answer. Well, I understand if you are too busy to call dear. But in 1 day , there are 24hours = 1440 mnts = 86400 seconds. How long does it take for you to just write a very short sms. Maybe something like , " I MISS U". Hmm..that didn't take more than 30 seconds! Does that mean you are taking me for granted that I'm yours? I guess you are not missing me, huh?
3) Just got an sms from my cousins from Singapore - they are here in KL for the weekend. Yay!! will spend time with them in KL where they stay. Maybe tomorrow night I can lepak with them. Look forward to go to Uptown for food. It has been sometime since I went there.
4) Recently, when I was driving A, whom I treat as my own brother home, I had some issues with my other half and A saw me cry for the first time. The next day, I received an sms from A," I'm heading back now. So, take care of yourself. Don't let someone that you love hurts you so many time. Keep in touch". He's damn right. Its just that, love comes in a package. When you take the risk of falling in love, you take the risk of being hurt. You just have to 'weigh' which one is more to decide what's best. Anyway, thanks for the reminder bro.
Wednesday, June 6
I'm a TIGER and also a LION
Chinese Astrology of A Tiger
Tigers may not be the king of the jungle, but these striped cats are no softies! Magnetic and self-possessed, Tigers are born leaders. They have an air of authority that prompts others to fall in line, which is exactly how they like it. Although they are magnetically charming and fun to be around, Tigers like to go it alone sometimes too. A Tiger's main interest is in following its ambitions -- and maintaining control.
Tigers are courageous beyond compare and generally come out ahead in battle, be it in the boardroom or the bedroom. Seduction is one area where the Tiger is definitely king! Noble and warm-hearted, Tigers have a natural, raw appeal that's extremely attractive to other Signs. They're not just about attraction, though; ever on the side of right, Tigers will fight the good fight to the bitter end if the cause is worthy. Opponents are wise to fear this feline.
A bit of caution is a good thing around Tigers, since they can pounce without warning. They experience mood swings and often feel things more intensely than others, the latter quality being both good and bad. They can react poorly under stress and are prone to emotional outbursts. This Sign's bristling sensitivity can send friend and foe running for cover.
A lesson that Tigers would be well-served to learn is moderation in all things. Once these cats can find their center and direct their considerable energies toward worthwhile endeavors (as opposed to racing through life), they will accomplish much.
Leo Your element: Fire Your ruling planets: The Sun Symbol: The Lion Your stone: Peridot Life Pursuit: To lead the way | |
| Description: Love triumphs over all for this sign, which is ruled by the heart and operates from this dimension too. Leo's are born fortunate. Charismatic and positive-thinking they attract not only an abundance of friends and opportunities, but manage to survive life's stormy times with style and good humour. Once a Lion is committed to a relationship, they are totally devoted and faithful. Should their heart or trust be broken they never forgive or forget. When a relationship breaks down (even a long standing one) they can disappear into the sunset without a backward look. Leos can cut ties, and leave others heartbroken, but usually there is a good reason why they have broken a tryst. For a Leo, when a relationship is over, really over, it is over for good. There are three levels of soul-evolution of the Leos. The highest is represented by the Sphinx; wise beyond their years and great teachers to others. The second is the Lion, King of the Jungle, ruled by ego but always protective and sustaining of those they love. The last is the Lion Cub, immature and undeveloped, frightened by anything new. These Leos cling to others (in the mode of the child not wanting to leave its mother's side).) They can't bear to be alone. No matter what level they have attained, all Leos are trendsetters, leaders and adventurers. Their weakness is their pride. This is one sign where the saying "flattery will get you everything" applies, but be warned criticism will slam the relationship door right in your face. | |
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Tuesday, June 5
Interesting things and challenges
Some interesting things /challenges that happened prior to, during and after we won and the trip to SAKTI:
1) I finished work on Saturday 26/5 morning and with Hana and Rus, straight left for SAKTI. Thank god Hana was driving and Rus was the co-pilot. Me? Slept most of the way...hehehe...
2) One of our main centre, Ain, her dad passed away a week before the tournament. We had her replaced by a form 2. (It was not a good news for the team, but alhamdulillah we still managed)
3) The smallest and youngest player is in form 2- but she played well during the game with SMSSMJ despite of her 1st experience in the team - wait until she's form 5!
4) Due to Ain's absence, we were short of 1 centre - Meen had to prepare herself at the last minute to replace Ain's position.(Meen is a guard). Other than using Meen, we also used all the seniors as "centre" to temporarily replace her for all the games in the group; if other teams noticed it.
5) Another bad thing happened, our main centre, Meera, sprained her ankle badly in the 1st game, and she only played a few minutes in the semi and performed well in the final. (I know her ankle still hurts during final - it was worth it!) She finished up the whole bottle of minyak hijau! We even made her wear her shoes as usual during every game, pretending nothing had happened to her.Hehehe...
6) We stayed at the 'Bomba's hostel/accomodation and we managed to get them to cheer for us for 2 games before the finals.Whoever was there, that explains the 'men' supporters!
7) The 1st 2 nights we had 'pasar malam ' food for dinner. Nope..it was not only a dinner. We practically over ate from dinner to supper as we bought so many kinds of food - can't resist the temptation!
8) We had one of our dinner at a cafe in Bandar Penawar(recommended by Esty for its excellent chicken chop), and had to wait for nearly 2 hours for our chicken chop to arrive. No way I'm going over there again! It does not matter if the food is good.
9) There was an article written in the daily tourney bulletin about our 1st game. The person named as the 'Best Player' was the name of our Srikandi who sponsored the jersey and not the player herself.
10) SESMA, who trained together with us in Terengganu during the Intensive Camp Dec last year, defeated TKC and some other schools and managed to get to the semi-final. Unfortunately, they met us during the semi.
11) They don't have KFC in Bandar Penawar or Desaru !!
12) On the way to Desaru, our car was overtook by the TMJ's Black Ferrarri.
13) The players' t-shirt which is worn with the jersey, is actually a turtle neck t-shirt.
14) I took MC's bus back to KL. Before the bus even moved , I'd fell asleep. Only got up when we got to Pagoh R&R.....that was about 4 hours.
15) And after all the excitement of winning, when I reached KL, I couldn't start my car - no batt. Had to wait nearly 3 hours to get it replaced. What an end to an exciting week....
1) I finished work on Saturday 26/5 morning and with Hana and Rus, straight left for SAKTI. Thank god Hana was driving and Rus was the co-pilot. Me? Slept most of the way...hehehe...
2) One of our main centre, Ain, her dad passed away a week before the tournament. We had her replaced by a form 2. (It was not a good news for the team, but alhamdulillah we still managed)
3) The smallest and youngest player is in form 2- but she played well during the game with SMSSMJ despite of her 1st experience in the team - wait until she's form 5!
4) Due to Ain's absence, we were short of 1 centre - Meen had to prepare herself at the last minute to replace Ain's position.(Meen is a guard). Other than using Meen, we also used all the seniors as "centre" to temporarily replace her for all the games in the group; if other teams noticed it.
5) Another bad thing happened, our main centre, Meera, sprained her ankle badly in the 1st game, and she only played a few minutes in the semi and performed well in the final. (I know her ankle still hurts during final - it was worth it!) She finished up the whole bottle of minyak hijau! We even made her wear her shoes as usual during every game, pretending nothing had happened to her.Hehehe...
6) We stayed at the 'Bomba's hostel/accomodation and we managed to get them to cheer for us for 2 games before the finals.Whoever was there, that explains the 'men' supporters!
7) The 1st 2 nights we had 'pasar malam ' food for dinner. Nope..it was not only a dinner. We practically over ate from dinner to supper as we bought so many kinds of food - can't resist the temptation!
8) We had one of our dinner at a cafe in Bandar Penawar(recommended by Esty for its excellent chicken chop), and had to wait for nearly 2 hours for our chicken chop to arrive. No way I'm going over there again! It does not matter if the food is good.
9) There was an article written in the daily tourney bulletin about our 1st game. The person named as the 'Best Player' was the name of our Srikandi who sponsored the jersey and not the player herself.
10) SESMA, who trained together with us in Terengganu during the Intensive Camp Dec last year, defeated TKC and some other schools and managed to get to the semi-final. Unfortunately, they met us during the semi.
11) They don't have KFC in Bandar Penawar or Desaru !!
12) On the way to Desaru, our car was overtook by the TMJ's Black Ferrarri.
13) The players' t-shirt which is worn with the jersey, is actually a turtle neck t-shirt.
14) I took MC's bus back to KL. Before the bus even moved , I'd fell asleep. Only got up when we got to Pagoh R&R.....that was about 4 hours.
15) And after all the excitement of winning, when I reached KL, I couldn't start my car - no batt. Had to wait nearly 3 hours to get it replaced. What an end to an exciting week....
Monday, June 4
The day we did it.....
Watching the photos again and again, made me realise that its not easy to achieve what we have achieved. It is a 2 years effort. There are still a number of questions in my head which need answers. But as of now, I just want to 'rewind' the day "WE DID IT".
Sunday, June 3
Thank you for your feedback
Thank god , Alhamdulillah my girls won.
And the boys won too, that makes double celebration and boost up my spirit and motivation level.
This definitely is very important as when I returned to work on Friday, unfortunately, things are not so good in a certain way.
Someone, in his plan to expressed his dissatisfaction to me (or maybe cover his 'mistake'), wrote an email to my bosses about the complaints I raised about him (fyi- when I raised the issue, the complaint is valid and agreed by the person's immediate supervisor)
There are a few things that when I think about it rationally but serious, its kind of funny:
1) I wonder how did a serious, staff performance matter, being discussed in the management team, got to the staff. Well, it can get to the staff provided its for him/her to improve, but not in a wrong way/message. I'm not being defensive - but whoever the person is, maybe you can check with some other staff who would totally agree with me about the complaint that I've raised. Go ahead, if you dare.
2) The complaint that I brought up was about something else and he emailed about something else.Hahaha...it is also clearly written in his email about 2 different things. Please get it right first before you send out anything next time, ok?
3) The email also mentioned about me not being strict on my team, letting them out for lunch/breaks longer than the allowed time. Hahaha...get your facts right . I do not have to defend myself, my staff will vouch that I am strict in terms of break times. When they want to go for smoking break also they need to ask me. (unless they went out without my permission and I didn't notice)
4) But one thing good, he said that my new group members are doing a lot of mistakes. Yes, I agree with that. Because they are still new. They need time. Different people have different limitations and time needed to learn. Ok..that's not an excuse. I better get them to buck-up!
Thank you for your feedback. Most time, I try to practise transparency with my staff. So now, I'm thinking of printing it out and have a meeting with my group to ask them is it true I'm being very lenient about the break times. If it is, then I need to be more strict.But then again, this will ensure that other people who has been enjoying their 'smoking breaks' from other groups, will be affected too. Don't you think your fellow colleagues will be upset with you, dear? (I don't smoke- no issues with me)
See, if you don't know what you are talking about, do not ever try to do anything stupid. Especially writing emails.
I might be emotional in terms of providing good service to my customers, I might be very crazy in doing my job, but I also have 12 years experience in managing staff and a few years in Training & Development.
Its just that, now, you might end up being labelled as a back stabber!!
If you think that I'm going to get emotional and upset on this issue, you are wrong. In life, its not about taking the feedback negatively and just sit down and cry or being upset.Its about taking it positively, make people see what is happening and pick up again at a better speed.
Thank you for making me see my weaknesses.
And the boys won too, that makes double celebration and boost up my spirit and motivation level.
This definitely is very important as when I returned to work on Friday, unfortunately, things are not so good in a certain way.
Someone, in his plan to expressed his dissatisfaction to me (or maybe cover his 'mistake'), wrote an email to my bosses about the complaints I raised about him (fyi- when I raised the issue, the complaint is valid and agreed by the person's immediate supervisor)
There are a few things that when I think about it rationally but serious, its kind of funny:
1) I wonder how did a serious, staff performance matter, being discussed in the management team, got to the staff. Well, it can get to the staff provided its for him/her to improve, but not in a wrong way/message. I'm not being defensive - but whoever the person is, maybe you can check with some other staff who would totally agree with me about the complaint that I've raised. Go ahead, if you dare.
2) The complaint that I brought up was about something else and he emailed about something else.Hahaha...it is also clearly written in his email about 2 different things. Please get it right first before you send out anything next time, ok?
3) The email also mentioned about me not being strict on my team, letting them out for lunch/breaks longer than the allowed time. Hahaha...get your facts right . I do not have to defend myself, my staff will vouch that I am strict in terms of break times. When they want to go for smoking break also they need to ask me. (unless they went out without my permission and I didn't notice)
4) But one thing good, he said that my new group members are doing a lot of mistakes. Yes, I agree with that. Because they are still new. They need time. Different people have different limitations and time needed to learn. Ok..that's not an excuse. I better get them to buck-up!
Thank you for your feedback. Most time, I try to practise transparency with my staff. So now, I'm thinking of printing it out and have a meeting with my group to ask them is it true I'm being very lenient about the break times. If it is, then I need to be more strict.But then again, this will ensure that other people who has been enjoying their 'smoking breaks' from other groups, will be affected too. Don't you think your fellow colleagues will be upset with you, dear? (I don't smoke- no issues with me)
See, if you don't know what you are talking about, do not ever try to do anything stupid. Especially writing emails.
I might be emotional in terms of providing good service to my customers, I might be very crazy in doing my job, but I also have 12 years experience in managing staff and a few years in Training & Development.
Its just that, now, you might end up being labelled as a back stabber!!
If you think that I'm going to get emotional and upset on this issue, you are wrong. In life, its not about taking the feedback negatively and just sit down and cry or being upset.Its about taking it positively, make people see what is happening and pick up again at a better speed.
Thank you for making me see my weaknesses.
Saturday, June 2
Thank you to all !!
The email below was sent in to our Srikandi group mail by our R2V Project Coordinator, Kak Ana. I believe it was written to almost perfection that is why I posted this on to my blog. I feel the same way in thanking all the people who have helped to make our project successful. Without all of you, dreams will not come true. To Kak Ana...you are an EXCELLENT Coordinator. I love you!!! To Abang Ise, thank you for lending Kak Ana to us and thank you for your time too in sharing lots of things with us. To Mr.Liew...yes, I agree with Kak Ana, no words can describe your contribution to us. You are definitely a TOK GURU. Whoever who was standing at near us during the finals would totally agree with me and Kak Ana.
Here is the email:
Salam & Dear Srikandis,
My family got back home from HSKBP 2007 yesterday evening. Too tired (gruelling heat for 5 days!) to write anything. Also, apologies for the short replies to most smses after our victory over SSP. I probably didn't reply to some msgs kot... Thank you once again for the support, prayers & wishes.
For the record, I would like to express my heartfelt appreciation to the following people:
Warga STF (Pn Pengetua, PKs, Guru-guru, Pemandu, Wardens) yg telah memberi sokongan jitu kepada R2V. Saya tahu ada kalanya idea R2V memang pelik & sukar difahami - membawa pasukan lelaki menjalani kem intensif di STF atau berkampung di MCKK untuk menyertai kem yang sama? Kenapa? R2V percaya Dynamites perlu melihat & merasa sendiri apa CHAMPION team sanggup lalui untuk kekal JUARA. Cikgu Ita, pls sampaikan ucapan penghargaan kami kepada semua yg terlibat, ya.
Mr. Liew: No words can express how I grateful I am for your MAGIC TOUCH in transforming the girls team within one season. Many occassions you expressed your challenges to coach a girls' team (easy to yell, scold & walkout at boys but girls??? ). Anyway, you did GREAT SIR! I was amazed at times, you called for time out during crucial moments not to tell them strategies but just to ask them to take a deep breath to settle down. Your wisdom during crucial moments to lead the team to victory is incredible! When Ise introduced you as 'Tok Bomoh' the first time I met you mid-2003 proves to be appropriate- you read opponent's game correctly & predicted precisely what they will do & you quickly came out with a strategy to counter what they did. Not many coaches have that ability.
Coach Halim: What is an MC oldboy doing in STF?? I suspect you agreed to help in coaching the team for one of the following reasons: 1. love for basketball or 2. a request from Mr. Liew 3. only you know... For whatever reason(s), I sincerely thank you from the bottom of my heart. All your sacrifices between lectures & going to STF court during the weekdays. Pls also thank your wife, Nurul & children for sharing their father with so many girls. Their support means a lot to us too. We hope you all will continue to be R2V family...
MCOBs Alep'06 & Que'05: Thank you for helping the Dynamites eventho both of you were at times MALU to speak semasa coaching them in the absence of Mr. Liew or K.Spena. You did great!
SK Spena: You have been my right wing in realising R2V dreams. Your dedication & sacrifices towards this project are awesome! You sanggup spent your Fridays chasing the buses in Pudu Raya, slept on the bus to JB and again chased the buses in Larkin Sunday evenings to be in KL on Monday mornings to get back in the office. At times, you passed your frustrations to me for the delays or bus rosak ;-))) You never bothered applying sunblock like most ladies because winning is everything to you. I'm glad you were there to receive the cup this year as a coach. In 1991, you held the cup as a player ;-)
SK Hana: If Spena is my right wing, you have always played the role as my left wing.. Lifting me up towards our R2Vgoals. Whenever, I was unavailable, u always stepped in to do what needed to be done. No complaints uttered! All along 'Ok, kak...' You understood I have two teams with 100 children to handle eventho you have not been a mother. At times, Safina & you helped me with my own children or MC Cagers too..
Presidents & Excos SKTF 05/07 & 07/09, thank you for trusting my leadership in R2V. My requests from the association (Srikandi Tun Fatimah) have been granted each and everytime without much questions. I feel good each time Treasurer, Vice Presidents tanya, 'K.Ana, R2V ada cukup duit tak? Beritahu whatever amount yang you need...' Knowing this at the back of my mind, made me more motivated to lead this cause. President baru (K.Mariamah) lagi agresif.. As soon as she took over, she said this to me, "How much R2V needs a year? We look for the money..." I told her about SKTF sponsoring a room di K.Tinggi for Srikandis yg ingin menyokong, she said, "Never mind, I'll pay for the room." Thank you K.Mariamah!
All Srikandis yg telah memberi words of encouragements, prayers, support in whatever ways (jurugambar, tukang jahit capsters, webmaster, driver Dynamites, in-house pharmacist, doctor, tutors, counselor, food contributors, etc...) I cannot thank you all more...
To the following generous Srikandis I must thank you for the financial support. Money Talks.. without money we couldn't do much. Semoga Allah sahaja yang boleh memberi lebih rezeki to all of you... Ada juga Srikandi yang I terpaksa jawab, " I think you have contributed enough for the year. Let others do their part pulak. If I still tak cukup, I'll let you know & then baru you contribute lagi.." (you know who u r)
We managed to run the project with lesser amount of money compared to the first season because two major intensive camps were held in SESMA (Dec) & STF (1st school break '07). We saved a lot of money on accomodation. I apologise if I have missed some of the names. Pls update me for the record. I know Hana, Spena & a few others memang tak ter'rekod personal expenses.' Halal aje ke?
Ise '80: my dear husband whom introduced me to basketball during our days in USA. Brought me to MCKK end 2003 for an intensive camp & introduced me to the players - some so small I wondered if they were really basketballers? How wrong I am when one of the 'little boys' turned out MVP this year. Great play & Congratulations Em (Mohamad)! Tq Dear for understanding my drive to help the Dynamites & for being very supportive towards R2V. We have became expert on managing 100 children ;-) We shared our ups/downs in realising Q4G & R2V. We kept each other motivated to not loose sight of our goals. Last year, when MC came out Champ & STF became runner-up, I was happy. Not too bad for setahun jagung R2V. Itu pun menumpang Q4G sikit-sikit. But when Q4G & R2V became a BIG family, the double victories made me TRULY ???? not sure what words to use. So, shall we do it again for another year?
MCOBs - Dr. Aidi, Jimmy, Azran & wife, Latiff & family (coach SESMA), Dr. Nase (coach Machang), Azhar '80 & children, Kaio '80, Dato Sarp & Datin Lyn, Kushai '80, Ikram & family (Kuala Terengganu), Alep, Mijie, Gto, Qassim, Que & ramai lagi yang tolong jerit & sokong dalam tent while STF was trying to steal the cup from SSP. Tanpa suara you all, manalah cukup jeritan dari Srikandis pagi tu?
MC Cagers - Thank you for inspiring the Dynamites to be a champ like you guys. I think you have shown them the way. Also Rahmat & Cagers, don't worry about Sir paid attention to the girls; I could see he's very passionate about his Cagers much more :-)
Warga The Malay College - Tn Pengetua (En Rauhi), PKs (Cikgu Roslan, Cikgu Fairuz, Cikgu Shamsudin), Guru-guru/Wardens, pemandu (En Megat, En Annas): terima kasih daun keladi kerana memberi kebenaran TF Dynamites berkampung di MC & menumpang bas MC bila perlu. Cikgu Fairuz, tlg sampaikan ucapan kami kepada semua di Kolej.
Maka tamatlah 'Return-2-Victory' musim ke 2. Insyallah, jika di panjangkan umur & Srikandi sekalian sanggup memberi sokongan kepada pasukan R2V, kita ketemu lagi di musim ke 3 untuk mempertahankan kejuaraan di tahun 2008 di Jitra, Kedah. Srikandi di kawasan Kedah/Perlis, BERSEDIA!!
Maju maju maju segera maju
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Tun Fatimah maju bersama
Maju mencapai cita-cita
Dan harapan ibu pertiwi
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Maju mencapai cita-cita
Dan harapan ibu pertiwi
Kamilah penuntut Tun Fatimah
Mendukung cita-cita yang suci
Bergerak maju cita dituju
Di bawah semangat dan urat nadi
Mendukung cita-cita yang suci
Bergerak maju cita dituju
Di bawah semangat dan urat nadi
SRIKANDI TUN FATIMAH!
Wassalam,
Ana Abd-Jabbar '80
Coordinator 'R-2-V'
Friday, June 1
The same trip with a different feeling.
The trip back to KL felt different. Not only because I had to take MCKK's bus, but also the feeling of returning as a 'champion'.
Yes, Alhamdulillah we won! We've taken back the PTPZ to STF. This year, after 16 years of waiting and struggling, we did it. it was worth the hardwork, the tough training, the time spent with them.
From the first whistle blown, till the last, when all the players had worn out their energy, they put up a strong defense. A very strong defense that I could say I've never seen them play like that before.Never. There was no way for SSP to even get a rebound in the 3 seconds area. They were just trying 3 points shooting. The last 2 minutes was really, really "scary". Anything could happen. Either one of the team could win. Then it was the moment we've been waiting for. The moment the final whistle blown - we all jumped, shouted, screaming,crying and hugging each other. With only 3 points lead, we won. It was a close one. Only 3 points, but that has made us the new champion for 2007.
As for me, I didn't cry upon winning. I had actually cried in the morning, alone, before going to the court as I was so afraid the girls couldn't make it again this time.I didn't want them to feel like how we did last year. Alhamdulillah, this time it is a different feeling.
By now, at 3.00am, about 11 hours after Dynamites have won, for me, life has gone back to normal. But for my girls, I strongly believe this is one of the best memories ever. They are still on cloud nine. Some of them still couldn't believe that we've won.Even for the Captain, for her to receive the MVP title was something that she did not expect.
This is the start of another new journey. Hopefully, Insya Allah we will retain the title next year. Amin.
Note: I will put up some pics soon.
Yes, Alhamdulillah we won! We've taken back the PTPZ to STF. This year, after 16 years of waiting and struggling, we did it. it was worth the hardwork, the tough training, the time spent with them.
From the first whistle blown, till the last, when all the players had worn out their energy, they put up a strong defense. A very strong defense that I could say I've never seen them play like that before.Never. There was no way for SSP to even get a rebound in the 3 seconds area. They were just trying 3 points shooting. The last 2 minutes was really, really "scary". Anything could happen. Either one of the team could win. Then it was the moment we've been waiting for. The moment the final whistle blown - we all jumped, shouted, screaming,crying and hugging each other. With only 3 points lead, we won. It was a close one. Only 3 points, but that has made us the new champion for 2007.
As for me, I didn't cry upon winning. I had actually cried in the morning, alone, before going to the court as I was so afraid the girls couldn't make it again this time.I didn't want them to feel like how we did last year. Alhamdulillah, this time it is a different feeling.
By now, at 3.00am, about 11 hours after Dynamites have won, for me, life has gone back to normal. But for my girls, I strongly believe this is one of the best memories ever. They are still on cloud nine. Some of them still couldn't believe that we've won.Even for the Captain, for her to receive the MVP title was something that she did not expect.
This is the start of another new journey. Hopefully, Insya Allah we will retain the title next year. Amin.
Note: I will put up some pics soon.
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