1st Syawal...

Here I am, at 2am, alone,in my apartment, on the 1st day of Aidilfitri, online with one of my chat friend. Suddenly I just feel like crying. I feel like there's something missing from my life. I just notice that I had lost my best friend. A friend who had always been there, everyday, to listen to my stories, my jokes, my nagging. I lost him when I found out I was betrayed. And I knew at that point of time, nobody could replace him. Not even he, himself.

But a friend advised me.... "move on and find another person". Will it be easy? Will there be anyone out there who is suitable?

Now I know why I have trouble sleeping lately. I guess its gonna be difficult for me to stop crying tonight......