Rutin? Sampai bila?

Semalam....

11.00am habis kerja. Drove back to Shah Alam. Call some friends for lunch - sume orang busy. Had KFC at Giant Shah Alam

2.00pm right after solat zohor, tido. Apa lagi, coz got to replace last night's sleep.

5.00pm woke up for about 20mts for solat Asar and continued sleeping. No mood to go out.

7.10pm the alarm went off. Tengok my phone, rupanya got 2 missed calls from my coach. Returned call to him. Apa lagi, it was about Dynamites since I am going down to JB today. Teringat belum start packing for the trip. So, spent the next 30mts to pack.

8.00pm after Maghrib, left home for Hana's. Rasa macam malas nak drive tapi I was not in the "right condition" to stay alone at home. On the way there, I felt so bored. Terfikir pulak, is my life going to be like this forever or maybe the next few years.

9.00pm On the way to Hana's, decided nak singgah Ikano. Saje je jalan2. Mana tau if I can get rid of the "depressed" feelings. Baru teringat yang belum dinner. After going one round, nak makan pun takde mood eventhough there were quite a number of eating places there.

10.00pm reached Hana's house. Dia pulak tak balik lagi. Ada dinner katanya. So, dok je lah depan TV while reading magazine.

10.40pm Dia balik. We had a chat before I retire. Nothing much. Again, the conversation was about Dynamites.

11.00pm Apa lagi, tidolah.

2.30am Terlambat bangun. Set alarm at 2am tapi biasalah ter'snooze'. Kelam kabut dibuatnya. Alhamdulillah, nasib baik jugak tak terlajak. My car CD player pulak buat hal. Tak nak berbunyi lansung. So, it was a very boring drive to work.

3.10am My colleague yang pegang kunci ofis lambat sampai. Lagilah buat aku takde mood. Bila kite offer nak pegang kunci, dia cakap tak pe. Sekarang, dah lambat. Ni dah 2nd time. Aku bengang betul kalau orang lain punyer attitude and discipline affected performance. We are all supposed to be adult. Janganlah menyusahkan orang lain.

Bila teringat balik rutin 24 jam yang lepas, sedihnya rasa. Kalau le macam ni for the next few years, entahlah..... Sekarang ni, teringin rasa nak gi pantai nak release keboringan. Kalau boleh somewhere like my kampung in Terengganu. Rindu kat bunyi ombak, angin........

Well, for now, I just got to visualise and imagine...until my next trip sometime in March.